Tuesday, February 22, 2005

really really bissy day today college was good enjoyed classes although got really really upset with the afternoon one.
we had a visit from LGBT people (this is a steve mallon class) which was fine really I mean it made me uncomfortable but i can deal with that. What upset me is when we were talking about when the young people who fall into this catergary are bullied they have a much worse time than any other group of young people who are bullied. The guy seemed to think that isolation was a unque thing to them. Which made me so so so so cross because i know from personal expserance that, that is not the case. Yes they do get a hard time and thats not right but it is not any less or more destructive than any other young person exsperance of bullies.
but such is life i guess will talk to steve about it next week.
The youth team meeting went well in the evening.

Monday, February 21, 2005

so intresting day. spent most of it not know were i was going. knew were i was but not which way to go so that means i wasn't lost cose i new were i was going.
docs this morning which is why i was out of the house it was in a diffrent place than the last time.
YF was good lots of intresting discursion infact so much intresting discusion that we didn't do much of the other stuff that is part of YF. oh well.

Sunday, February 20, 2005

feeling very low think its because i am so tired and in pain.
band practice went well although some of the young people were getting alittle stressed.
then evening service was great and so was YF.
Cathcart Trinitys website is working again go have a look.

Charles Rennie Mackintosh  Posted by Hello
Youth Cafe went well last plenty of young people some who i have never met before which is incoriging. i put of a load of craft stuff and just let them get on with making stuff they wanted to make some intresting creations came off the table and we had that old fav the cirus skills stuff out which they always like.
my meeting with bill was really good yesterday came out feeling uplifted and affurmed which was good.

so church today should be good feeling headaky still but Syndole will help with that and give me and engergy boost. there is a band practice this afternoon and so am gonna be exsosted by the end of the day so glad i was not at the college last night otherwise would not have maniged well. can't wait till wenesday when i can rest properly and get ride of it, it is not good to get a headake on friday.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

wow such a bissy cuples of days.

Mary and Mat came and it was great we chated till late at night and then they slept late wile i did some reading in the morning and we went into town met up with steph. We had tea at the willow tea room which the Mackintosh themed place it was really really lovely.
I then left them with steph met up with Gordon and we both went to tea with the Patons and Mcdirmeds. which was as always lovely.

we both walked round to have a look at Cathcart Baptise which is one of the churches that Gordon is aplying to for a job.
then left him at the train staition and went home were mary and mat were waiting for their lift to the place were their family were having their holls in argile. that was fun because the guy did not know were he was going and we did not know were he was but through the four of us he arrived here.

yesterday spent the morning at the college althoughw as really dopy then came back and had Tea with Shela shaw and Family which again was lovley and headed back into town for a games night at the college. Ruth Jamie Laura and Pat were all on the platfrom at Cathcart going to the pics so i walked with them as far as the usg and then on to the college.

the games were great fun although alittle painful. fell over three times once was nocked over second time triped up over the person running infront of me and nearly brock my nose on their back. The final one was the most spectaula were play a game called Perue which is a version of sardeens. i was looking around the leacture theater pitch black trip up a step and hit my head on the metal bit of the desk. thought i was okay until the middle of the next game when ended up on the floor with my head between my legs until i relised that eveyone was waiting for me to find them and so went and found them behind a curtain in the libary. then went up and slept on Gordons bed.

still alittle light headed but feeling okay.

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

well had a rad day yesterday. Cleaned the house and sorted out some of the house and sorted out some paperwork. then was just settling down to have a bit of a quite time and Gordon arrives early oooops should have had the quite time before. we watched the emporance of being ernist and had food it was a really really lovley night.

Today had college both classes were amazing :-) Although steves class was really really challenging he likes to make us squirm i think.

Linda and i went to see magic roundabout it was alittle strange but quite amusing in places.

now am feeling alittle ill so am going to have some food and a bath then go to bed early.

Mary's coming tomorrow!!!!!

Monday, February 14, 2005

If Jesus lived today in the west, would he have only picked men to be his disiples?

Sunday, February 13, 2005

chruch tonight was great and YF was great it worked so well with what we talked about in the morning and dougie was leading the sesion and he was no where near my session this morning. God is so Good :-).

this squirrle almost touched my shoe yesterday. It was well cool they are so tame. Posted by Hello
had a near perfect day yesterday with Gordon went to the college in the morning and had lunch which was random stuff from the Marks and Sparks stuff the college gets free everyweek. so it was really really nice.
then we went to the botanic Gardens in the west end. which was lovley although it we did get cought in sevril diffrent showers so got quite wet early on which was the only down side to the day really.
we walked around the green house and looked at all the wounderful plants then walked by the river through the park and got back to the greenhouse in time to miss the next rain shower so so so lovley. then we walked along Buyers Road and looked in some shops.
then we went to dinner at this amazing indian restraint the food was goegouse will go there again deffinatly although a waiter got alittle confused and gave us our bill after our starters it was all okay though we still had our main meal which was lovley.
then to Buggsy Malon which was really well done Youth theater rocks.
was very cold last night and we had a minor adventure on the buses but its nice when its cold to cuddle up although thats nice when its warm.
then we sat on the couch and cuddled for alittle wile before i went to bed.
church this morning was brill we went into the childrens adress which ment that my session was to long but thats life and we got the most important bit over and done:-)

Friday, February 11, 2005

oh oh oh mini YFG reuion on wenesday Mary is coming up so so so so so so exsited
so not gone outside today and acheived very little although have written two of the three letters i needed to write to the young people. and cought up on the backlog of the washing up and did some washing of clothes. the living room is still covred in paper but thats just life.
gonna do the silly reading now and finish off my prep for sunday just remebered that i am leading the pathfinders in the morning eeeeeeeek and of course YF in the afternoon. oh well best get on with it.

Thursday, February 10, 2005





Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence



You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.

You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.




not sure about the convincing people about my point of veiw but i like the idea that i am good at phrasing uniqye words and would make a good writer. ummmmmmm although possibly not really its only a bit of fun.

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Yay what fun





You Are the Individualist



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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.



my goodness i feel ruff but ho hum. sarah is worse again not much fun not much fun at all.
my eye test went okay need a slightly stronger lense this time but not the end of the world was exspensive though.
then hung out at the college with Gordon for the rest of the morning my head was hurting so wasn't the best company i suspect.
got home okay and didn't do anything not cleaned the house not read anything fell asleep and had a bath. I am so usless.
just been very rudley awakened by the postman but my computer bag has come hopefully will help the hole back ack problem. yay. so today have an appointment at the optisions will get photos that i put in last and go the the libarey to get some books as well as cleaning up this bomb site that is my flat parties are hard work before during and after. so bissy bissy bissy

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

maddness went to college this morning and was not very up for class although what ai attened was good.
fellowship groups was okay i was incharge of worship and it was not the best not very good at leading worship.
then went to the docs about the sleep thing which went well. Gordon and i hung out around the surgary near queens park and had some cakes and stuff at a bakery.
it was really nice.
then back to college and helta scelta back to the flat were i made pancakes and nine people came to my pancake party for thoughs of you who have not been in my flat it was sertainly cosy. the last three kids here had a great time making rude poetry on my fridge door i will not repeat it but it was actualy quite funny.
such a bissy day am soo tired so probley gonna have a bath and go to bed very very soon.

Monday, February 07, 2005

its been a good day had my pastoral time with Wilma this afternoon which was lovley there was a little lady who came and joined us for the first bit but that was quite nice to.
then YF was really good. talking about commitment to God got some good responses from the young people. reading to do now fun fun fun
well am sitting around thinking about food and going to church last night and holls come on-line and wants to come round to hang out well obvelsy was going out to work but said for her to come round and hang out till i came home which she did.
The eve service was amazing Wilma talked about being the people who lead others to the light even if people refused to beleive what we were saying we are still to keep leading the way to the light. then at the end the talk over music was send your fire today which sunddenly turned into a resounding coursouse from the Congreation one hopes that they have being inspired. She talked about sirtual fairs which is something that has been buring in my heart for a wile whenever i see one in town i want to go in and just ask the people in there they would like someone to pray with them. Guess next time i will actualy have to do it.
then we took the young people to the crypt which was great the maim theam was is God good and he used the lion the witch and the wordrob which made me very happy love that book. the main thing that stuck out though was that God doesn't show his will to the people who just want to know it he shows his will to the people who want to do it.
Holly and i then sat up and chatted for the most of the night. which was good :-)

Sunday, February 06, 2005

really good morninging the Pathfinders had really good discusion. the i went for a nice long walk in the park with my CD walkman and my camera. it was really really nice the first day for ever that you could walk outside without a coat gloves and scaff. it was really really beautiful God is so good. can't wait to see the first leaves on the trees and the crocases.
oh we are going to have a impromtune pancake party on tuesday so my house is gonna have to go through a big clean more so than normal on monday.

Saturday, February 05, 2005

am feeling very aware of how little i truley know about God. it seems the more a learn the less i know.
before i had no idea about the fact that there were so many diffrent veiws of God that people had come to so many conclusions about God and his nature. But now i read some of these things and they all fall so far from the mark that i relise that whatever we do however much we try we can not fully truley know God in all his majesty and power and wisdom and grace and and and and. which is exsiting because however long i live i will never come to the end of the things that i can learn. so i need never really feel stale or unchallenged couse i can just go to wes owen and bye a book and find some new idea and see if it is something that fits into my prospective of who God is.

feeling inspired :-D
woke up this morning with the most dreadful headake can bearly move. think that i went to bed dehydrated last night which is never a good idea idea. although we had such a good night last night it is not the end of the world.
had a relaxed morning yesterday sent Teresha her choclate parcil it was really nice the Gordon phoned me and told me to get my ticket to see ocens 12 for the eve on my way into college but i forgot to ask and he forgot to tell me what time we were going in and then i could not get through to anyone in the college so stood in the pics foyar for 50 mins ouch. then we watched some of run away jorey and played with the Gun so much fun.
then Jenny Linda Simon Kat me and G went to a restraint but it was full and we ended up in the lovelyest italinan. Alison joined us later in the meal i don't know Alison very well but she seem really really nice.
then we went to the pics the film was not the best certainly not as good as Ocens 11 but okay.
Alison gave me a lift home which was good as everyone was nackered at the college and the headake was starting and it ment she didn't have to go all the way home on her own.

Thursday, February 03, 2005

wow what a day. well started off by woundering down to the station and having a leasuly stroll to college as we don't have to be in till 10:20 was there about 9:45 and sat and read till people started to turn up. then we alls tood outside our class because it apeared to have been tacken over by theolgy students and waited for steve so he could kick them out. really good leacture with Steve this morning although will have to sleep before i will be able to refect on it properly. then lunch was good sat down and eat my sandwige ith everyone else it is not as much hard work as it used to be sitting in a social setting so thats a good thing.
the afternoon leacture was so boring it was painful and it took so long for it to finish. although placment seminars was really good we had a great discusion about funding and what each of us did for it in our diffrent places of work.
finaly helta sceta down to the station and to the Patons for Tea really nice Gordon came to and we had a fun evening playing riddles and telling each other cheesy jokes. now sitting watching 24 Gordon went strait home as it has been a long long day which is a good thing i think i might sleep okay tonight which i am so looking forward to.

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Give it to me straight from the heart
Tell me we can make one more start
You know I'll never go
As long as I know
It's coming straight from the heart
really bad night last had another one were i just could not sleep till about 12 even though physicaly and mentaly exsosted then woke up four or five times. honislty what is wrong with me i do everything i can to calm myself down before i sleep. I read my bible, i pray, i do breathing exersises and i can't complain that my room is to cold any more and yet i still have these problems will i always have them? or are they just a stage in my life? it is so frustraiting although going to a specialist about it all next tuesday so hopefully that will help.
so am sitting here woundering if pat is gonna turn up for you one to one session today doesn't really matter if she doesn't but it would be nice if she does.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

it was a good day today we all dressed up. wore my blue dress which i havn't worne for ages and Gordon had found a suite from varouse places he polishes up good. although the funny thing was the steve was taking us to st mungos museam of religion in the afternoon so i looked a real idiot it was fun though. although did not enjoy the content of the trip at all. the museam upsets me on so many levels it is badley layed out it does not have enough stuff in it to justify its exsistance. and on top of that they say that all relgions lead to God and they give a uneven veiw of the christian faith which does not even really give any light into what christain faith is. humph. went to see ladder 49 after college mistake fire films give me nightmares but oh well it was a very good film after all.

Monday, January 31, 2005


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just made the big mistake of cleaning my house and tiding up my paperwork and so losing everything that i had to read for tomorrow. think it might be the teasing that i have been receiving over the cluterted nature of my home from a sertain boyfriend. and if he came round now and say it was still clutered but i just don't see it.
only one came to bible study tonight my wounderful faithful bexs but had to send her home when it became aparent that no one else was coming as she is to young to be in my flat on her own with me. so have been pottering around and doing ironing and stuff. my dvd player has packed in going to see if i can get something to clean it with couse i think it might be that it is dusty inside i hope it isn't brocken to the point that i have to send it back couse i have only just thrown out the box.
bit of a rotten lonley day yesterday. was in plain and up set but ho hum today is a new day the headake is not completly gone but if i take it easy today it should be gone by tomorrow. doesn't help that i went to bed upset but never mind should not happen again today.

Saturday, January 29, 2005

Just back from the pathfinders meal recked but have been given a day off work tomorrow so thats good. it was a really nice night although felt rubish for most of it so oh well it was best that i was there. the food at this resraint was really really nice.
such a nice day yestersay. although i had a migrain all day it was still nice. Gordons work was canceled so went over to the college in the afternoon and relaxed wile Gordon got on with some work which was really really nice. think he was quite disapointed that i wasn't the most active of girlfriends but i was in pain. we went to the pictures to see the meet the forkers. which actualy was pure torture the film was not my cup of tea although was not that bad but the fact that it was load was an issue. Then Gordon and i came home and he fixed my telli and worked out that i had a cable to be able that i can move my telli to the other side of the room and cooked me nandoos chicken soooooooooo nice so really good way to end the day.
today have meeting with bill and the pathfinders meal out although i still have the migrain don't think it will be gone before sunday so not sure what i will do if by tonight my head has gotten bad again and i am faced with a bowling ally hummmmmm we shall see.

Friday, January 28, 2005

got all emotional in my meeting with steve at lunch time and he sent me home but that was for the best. spent the rest of the day doing me things which was good. Glad i went to steves class though it was really intresting. all about how we aquire knowlige. he made the really intresting point that because we only have limated knowled and can only aquire limited knowledge that we can have no idear how the mind of God works so we try and put our own undertandings onto god and so limit him. cool!

Thursday, January 27, 2005

okay so stayed at college last night holly took me out to the china buffet king which was nice was not feeling that well so didn't to much then spent the rest of the night chatting to holly helen or just sitting next to Gordon wile he rote his essay. don't have to be in class till 10:20 but am really tired and my head hurts alot. oh well such is life might just not go this afternoon depending how well i feel. steve this morning though and that should be good.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

finished the essay yay now only have to get through the rest of the night. feeling quite low found out that Sarah is very sick again and everyone at home are really really worried. Pray for her its not easy being Sarah.
College was good yesterday but i am officaly a freak. most people when the forget to set their alarms wake up an hour late and properly refreshed me, i sit up in bed in blind panic at the exsact same time as when my alarm should go off.
then college was good really enjoyed both classes and had fun at lunch taking pictures of holly josh danny simon and jenny for the publisity for the their bands. Although hands started shaking before i finished so got Gav to take the last few photos.
was gonna go to the pics but there were no films that i wanted to go and see on my own so just came home.
My new phone had arrived so played with that for the rest of the night. yes i know it is slightly before my contrat it is out but the other phone is brock and i am not gonna pay to get it fixed and now i am on the same network as my boyfriend and most of my friends so we all win.

Monday, January 24, 2005

YF tonight was good we talked about the body of christ eat popcorn. doing stupid essay that sort of thing. and cleaning the flat although only really did the bathroom and living room. the kichen could still do with some work and the bedroom well i didn't even go in there. tehe such a slob oh well.
YF tonight was good we talked about the body of christ eat popcorn. doing stupid essay that sort of thing. and cleaning the flat although only really did the bathroom and living room. the kichen could still do with some work and the bedroom well i didn't even go in there. tehe such a slob oh well.

Sunday, January 23, 2005

the service was brill tonight we got to pic the music at the end of the service cool. YF was good Dougie brother Allan came and talked about becomeing a christian and going to france to live and share his faith amoung the people there which was really cool.
still feeling discouriged from this morning though. wounder why these things get me down for so long.
just had a really bad pathfinders session. We were not splite because well i can't really rember. but that didn't matter because i had mixed up the tapes and listend to the wrong sermon. to top it all off we had two visiters a prospective leader and Gordon so feeling slightly crap about myself at the moment. but ho hum i can't mess up the yf tonight couse i am not really doing anything for it as we have a gues speaker.

Saturday, January 22, 2005

had a really good youth cafe tonight lots of young people really good atmosphere random marshmellow game sining happy birthday to dougie which embarrised him well if i have to have it done to me durning every church meeting i go to on mine.
have had quite a productive eveing so am feeling quite happy to go to bed.
so off to bed i go

Thursday, January 20, 2005

had to run to the station this morning because i had to meet Linda to get some keys but didn't really want to leave the college but that was not the end of the world. then got home put friends on and the bath woater on and changed out of my clouthes which were still damp from the day before when i put them on and even damper when i ran through the ran in the morning.
then i sat and did work for the rest of the day.
youth team meeting went well although it was long but again not a bad thing.
such a good day yesterday started out alittle pants but got conserably better as time went on.
so started off by getting up alittle late and going to the wool shop to by ribbon for the craft we were doing at Drumchaple in the afternoon although we ended up not doing it. then Pat couldn't come so i got on with some prep. then i went into the town although the trains were all canceled so had to get the bus urk. then spent an hour and a half in the rain looking for sticks for this craft although i did get a guitar tuner so that i can tune my guitar without holly :) love you holly.
then met Gordon and his friend from his old placment which was nice and then we went to Drumchaple and i did circus skills with two of the groups there. which was fun. then we had a china buffet king and watched drawn of the dead which had some really grim bits in it. of course this had to be in the lounge as it was after half ten and cupples are not aloud to be in rooms after that time which isn't so bad but the really anoying thing is that we can't relaxe couse we always have to be awear of who is in the room all the time because of this daft letter from this person who was annoyed by people cuddling. oh well but it was nice to cooch up anyway and for the most part we could do that as people didn't want to watch the movie.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

okay so it is 8:10am in the morning and i have been up since 6. what is wrong with me when your tired your suposed to oversleep. oh well should be a good day today got my one to one session with pat then into town and find the stuff to make streamers and then to Gordons work with the circus skills stuff yay.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

oh my life what a day feels so long. and have so much to do before i go to bed. But back to today. the snow was really thick this morning when i got up so was one of the frist people to put my prints in it and just wanted to go out and play in it all day. the lectures today were both ace so am happy about that although am very tired and have been all day and it seems i have not been un-tired (can't think of the word) for weeks. so tonight i intend to acheive sertain things so i had best go do them.

Monday, January 17, 2005

feeling better this morning so much to do i relise as i sit here not doing it. lots of prep think i may be looking forward to the challeng of this week but then again i may not.

Sunday, January 16, 2005

to tired for words i had forgotten that you can get this tired and even though i had a really good sleep last night i don't think it has helped all that much as to my genral energy levels.
Feeling quite discouriged as well which does not help but ho hum the wind and the rain. such is the life of the over sensertive girl.
had a good day yesterday. went into town to meet up with Gordon for a day of us time but had to go alittle early so went and bought a new handbag as the old one was falling apart. Then found Gordon and we went to see alexanda which was dull was bord out of my mind by the end and i am a history buff think they may have tryed to cheave to much in to short a time although short that film was no 3hr 20min urrrrg. Then we came back to to the flat and shared our christmas presants this is the frist time we have seen each other since christmas really apart from london and college doesn't count. Then followed a quite intence convosation about us and where we were going which ended okay. then i walked with him to the station so he could go and collect people to go to elem and i walked down the road to the church to wait for my young people to take them to amaze. and none came well thats a lie two came one left before i arrived because she thought she might be the only person going and then dougie and steve arrived and we waited.
we didn't end up going and dougie gave me a lift to elem and i got to suprise my Friends and Boyfriend.
But the main thing about worship last night was that all the things that i have been carrying about with me over the last few weeks was lifted off me and last night i had the best sleep i have had since i came home from christmas.

Friday, January 14, 2005

Just back from my supervisers meeting which was well it was what it was. had a really really bad nights sleep. again went to sleep after a wile but then woke up again at 4 and didn't get to sleep till 6 so am again so so so so tired. infact it is bearly past midday and i feel like it is time for bed might go and sleep for a few hours.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

it is was a good day although am very very very very tired. well lets sart at the start and end at the end as it ses in Alise in wounderland.
didn't have to go in till late today couse steve perfures late starts to early ones aparently so that was nice although thankful that i gave my self plenty of time the trains were messed up.
College was good loved steves leacture again was not overly impressed with the afternoon leacturea but ho hum three good lectures a week is a really really good term so i am not complainging to load.
then had placment seminar which was alittle bit of a farce. and we now have to do reading for that two although students get to choose what the reading is so it should not be that bad although why they want to give us more work to do when we already have enough i don't know.
then my lovely meal the Macdurids and Patons yay.
all good really but like i said so tired could just sleep here.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

my laptop is not playing ball today at all. but never mind am still getting some of the work done i need to do although again am not in the most productive mood. think it may be due to lack of sleep. When it my own fault i don't mind struggling on but i just didn't sleep well infact i woke up about 4 and didn't get back to sleep till about 6 grrrrrrrrrr. So i think i might just forget work for the rest of the afternoon and do it on friday.
Had a good morning though Pat one of my young people came round and we had a chat and did a small bible study. It was really nice and it is going to be a regula event which will also be good.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Had a really good day. Woke up and got up and mainiged to catch the train that i am always slightly to late for. Got a big hug of my boyfriend so am now happy although thats not the only reason. we went down to clases and was told my human development essay was in my pigen hole so went and got it. well there were a few minits when i didn't understand what it said but it said i got an A i got very load after that thinking back am alittle embarrised but oh well. But was so shoked that i went and cheaked with ken that he haddn't got it wrong i thought i was going to fail that one. so that keept me going for the rest of the day. although i didn't really need it we had a really really good set of lectures today. a history one discused the church in the 1800s and some of the first evanglicals. Then we had circulam desing with Steve in the afternoon which was fab although it is moving to thurdsay morning which like i said doesn't bother me. prayer day next thursday.

Monday, January 10, 2005

JYF tonight was brill it is one of the best ones we have had for ages. feeling good we had a new boy tonight Alistir Graham brought him. :)
Janie helpt out tonight because Bill couldn't be there.
The evening service was exerlant really refective and powerful there was a definate sence of the presance of God. I always like the evening service it is the closest thing I have to home.
Then caterlist was good as well both services had a focus on the tsamie of course. which was good. the main theam of caterlist was how you should treat your perants which was funny as dougie was sitting 6 down from his son poor Andy thats the hardship of having perants invovled in the youth work at the church.

this made me laugh
'there is a time for everything, Except, perhaps, morris dancing. Mr J.H., Tekoa' The scroll bible

Sunday, January 09, 2005

wow really good morning at church really, really good!!!
had a few suprises like that the evening services are now every week which means that Sunday night YF will have to have a new emphasis I think. Also found out that the minister would like to preach at our youth service which fine as long as the young people still get to choose to do some of the talks and the same for the youth leaders.
we have also been asked to laed the worship at some of the evening services but we are asking if some of thouse could be put off because of the perlims.
then had a lovley long chat with Pat and we are gonna meet up on a regula basis to pray together.

Friday, January 07, 2005

College yesterday was hard work by then end of it was absulutly exsosted.
Steves class in the morning was exserlant really quite exsisted about it. the funny thing about it is that we don't actualy know what day it is gonna happen couse college in its wounderful organistion has forgotten that the part time students had already done it. so there was a debate for the frist half of the class weather they had to do it again which was hinderd couse the course leader was not there. so all desisions they made could be changed any by next week. but they desided that the part time students didn't have to do this one again and that they were gonna try and move the one that we are gonna do on tuesdays which steve also teaches to thrusday and the thrusday class to tuseday. so that the part time students who haven't done that modul don't have to come in on two days. urrrrg.
doesn't effect me but i feel sorry for the part time students.
Then the afternoon was pritty bad our lecture read out from his notes and then we disscused them and he went through each and every group of people and discused the same points that everyone was making over and over again not impressed at all.
oh well tea was nice with the Mrs Macdurmid and the Patons and i watched a cupple of really intresting documentryes on bbc 4 light fantasic and one about mary shelly. they were both really intresting although the light fantasic one tends toward the blaphemus side without any real knolige of what christianity is. wow what a long moan i have had if you have survived this long well done you deserve a medel

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

urrrg this essay that i am trying to write by tomorrow is pants every word of it and now i am despratly trying to put in enough refrencing to show that i have read the books that are in my bibleography and i am way past the time when my switches off and wants to sleep humph not sure what i can do about it.
apart fromt that a good day.

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Kat, Holly and I went out for a drink last night it was really nice to catch up although we spent most of the night talking about boys hummmm are we obsessed i think we may be.

Monday, January 03, 2005

dull day again pottered around and havn't really acheved much did abit of work for placment this morning sorta tidied the lounge gonna clean the hole place properly tomorrow what i have some of the house hold cleaners that i have run out of after my shopping comes the internet is a good things sometimes.
starting my deit tomorrow as well dududuuuuuuu so thats fun and gonna finish this essay as well so much to acheive tomorrow but non of it that mager the flat isn't that durty the essay isn't that long all the work i am doing isn't that strenouse.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

done nothing today which is quite nice will get things done tomorrow. still not feeling totaly well but getting better.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

just spent a lovley afternoon playing games with the Patons and the Macdermid's it was lovely like bord games they are such nice people. we had tea and then watched a random video with alot of scotish humor in it very funny although i can't rember what it is called dougie if you are reading this please feel free to remind me.
it is quite cold in here but the fire is warming up but only just in so it shall take a wile.
Happy New Year everyone. Yes i am boring i went to bed and slept through it again but i bet i feel a hell of alot nicer this morning than people who didn't.
anyhow yesterday was boring did my shopping on-line which was intresting. or about as intresting as it got cleaned up alittle but today is going to be the big clean.

Friday, December 31, 2004

meet up with Teresha yesterday which was good we had a nice long chat in a pub with medioca food but thats not the point. it was good to see her.
then sat at home with ant and watched some of starwars.
then to the airport and and back here am watching serice three of mash which rob bought me before i came home.
am not really well enough to go up to aberdeen but such is life will just be boring and have an early night tonight.
chirstmas is great fun i am home now and not feeling very well. but here are the pics from my holiday.

chris and his teliscope Posted by Hello

chrises party tehe  Posted by Hello

the play we went to see sorry about the shakey exsposure  Posted by Hello

st pauls and the moon tacken by Gordon tehe he was quite proud :-) Posted by Hello

cool christmas lights in london what do you think they are made off Posted by Hello

Ant and his fav presant strange boy Posted by Hello

christopher amoungst the presants on the morning Posted by Hello

pipin and the leaning tree Posted by Hello

toys that require battteries should not requite surgary to get into on our way to christmas chrises brithday morning Posted by Hello

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

had such a nice day yesterday went to London and met up with Gordon. Did you know that the british libery does not open over christmas i didn't. so needless to say we didn't go into it looked at it hohum. then we found our way to the british museum and saw the elgin marbils but didn't manige to find the mummies upstairs oh well next time the reading room is still breath tacking however meny time you see it, it is amazing.
we got tickets to see sweeny todd at the ambasidor and had lunch in chinna town.
then we went and looked at the stuff in Liberies probley the loveleyest shop in the world. then hamlins which was maddess so many people quite hard to cope with.
it took us forever then to find a coffee shop to have a rest in.
Then we went for a walk by the river and got some cool pics of st pauls and the city.
Sweeny todd was exerlant i really like the way they did it all the actors apart from one played multicpal musical instoments it was lovley Gordon really enjoyed it as well which was good.
the trains home were maddness they all and i mean all stoped at Bedford so i had to get a taxi home ouch os much money but such is life.
today is christophers party we have just had a bit of a clean, am feeling ruff think after such a long day yesterday it is not that suprising.

Sunday, December 26, 2004

well just back from church was really good. learned something new and got to talk to lots of old friends again although the total numbr of pople in church was 19 adults and 4 children it's te day after christmas after all. did the hole reporting back thing which my mind always becomes alittle befuddled during so never really have anythingreal to say to them.
Arntie linda is downstairs with Sarah but am so tired just want to sleep. will go down and be the dutiful neice in an hour or so i think.

Saturday, December 25, 2004

christmas day it is all good. feeling very spoiled.
was woken up by my mother dlivering christmas stockins at one this morning and could not get back to sleep due to the 2 hour long coffing fit that followed and would not stop what ever i tried but such is life.
then Ant taped on my door about 7 was quite impressed thats quite late for us. we woke chris up and opend stockens then got the trodtional cup of tea for the perants and hurded them downstairs. to have Chris dance around exsitedly almost through prezies at everyone 9 year brothers are great. read some of my new book the lastest Terry Pratcht Discworld novel 'going postal' it is of course pure brillance and felt so ruff had to go back to bed for a few hours infact feel asleep until christmas dinner was ready it was lovely proper home cooking you can't beat it.
mum had made us all crakers this year so we had personalised gifts which i think was cute i ha a little perfume dispener filled with opium (mums exspensie perfum that i only get to wear when i am going somewere improtant) now chris is alittle bord ot sure what to do as he has so much he can do can't wait to sleep.

Friday, December 24, 2004

well it has sorta been a bissy but restful cupple of days. we went to see the royal theaters christmas play last night hansel and gretal and if any of my rushden crew can get tickets i would highly recomend going to see it. was brilliant.
then church tonight which was lovley it is so nice to see everyone again love you all so much.
during the day well not done, because i ahve been doing the hole having a cold thing. but hanging out with my bro's has been well worth it. although today i insteragted the cleaning of the house wile perants were off doing some final shopping. It was most amusing them oming ready to moan at us for being lazy and being confronted by a clean house. tehe all good fun.
feeling much better and looking foraward to tomorrow christmas day is always fun i like helping making the chrismas dinner and of couse opening the prezzies and thats were having a little brother as little as christopher is nice couse he gets really exsited as well.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

well am all home and safe.
Christophers brithday yesterday he got Sim URBZ for his x-box and so we sat and played that all day then took our cousen david to the pictures and then to budies amrican dinner were we ate for to much food. was suposed to go to the park with dan today but am getting a old so thought it best just to rest.
but it is all good put the christmas tree up as well which was fun.

Monday, December 20, 2004

yesterday was manic but thats not a bad thing. Pat Ruth Jamie Andy and Jen all became members of the church yesterday morning in a really lovley service.
Went to the patons to celibarte with Andy and family and some friends which was lovley. then got home and forced myself to write 500 words of this essay total rubbish but never mind. gonna leave it hear and skive the frist day if i don't get it done when i get back.
The evening service was wounderful really got alot out of it.
then my young people forgot me and went off to the mance without telling me which was funny made them wait up the road for me. Then our final YF of the year was a total balst we played craneum and eat party food it over ran by about an hour was so tired.
today is the epic jorney home family are all on hot coals it seems waiting for me to arive so had best go get dressed and go.

Saturday, December 18, 2004

Youth Cafe tonight was quite but that was okay ment that i got to chat to my young people. found a random quiz and gave away a box of rosies then played uni hock and stuff like that. I like youth cafe it is the only thing that comes anywere close to youth clubs back home exsept of course the kids don't come in trying to beat up the leaders and steal the tuck ;-).
not got that much of my essay written will atempt some more tonight but even as i type i feel my brain shutting down so how sucseful i will be i don't know.
did some cleaning today not all that i wanted to again will get the rest done tomorrow have to have a clean house before i leave or it will be to horrid when i come back.
okay a cupple of days to catch up on tursday spent at the college and did the hole returning libery books and getting the escults for my church meaning and mission essay which was a 'in danger of fail'not really that supprised infact suprised it wasn't a fail outright what i handed in was not the best. my exstention being eaten up by the fact that i was ill. ho hum
then Gordon and i went to see the merchant of venice at last it was really good truley enjoyed it and was plesantly suprised to see some well known actors disply otherwise unknown gifts in verce speeking. wounder if we came back in 500 years what would have survived from our time.
then yesterday hang out with holly and gav for a wile then went and watched gordon do some work and read the passage for my exergsis. then we went out with Chris and Louise to see a series of unfortuate events another really good film although they may have tryed to acheive to much in doing three books at once.
the disco last night was good although was so tired could not stay that long did my duty advertised the youth cafe this afternoon and then holly came back to the flat eat susage and mash and chated. it is all good :-)

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Slippers

What kind of shoe are you?

College was good yesterday we had our community christmas lunch which was good fun. our lecturas are funny they sit in this meal every year lobbing balls of paper at students and other lecturers it is always the lecturas who start it. wsa very full afterwoulds eat enough to mean that i didn't have to eat for the rest of the day.
then kens calss in the afternoon was alittle hazy he gave up on us in the end.
Linda and I went to see the pola exspress good christmas film and then phontom of the opea. which neither of us have see live but we realy really enjoyed it and have made a pac to go down to london to see it propler next year as our final blow out.
although they messed up in the pics at the beging of the film we had sound but no picture then they finaly got the picture back and left it run for another wee wile and decided to rewind it and play it from the start. which ment that i missed the last train home but i got to doze on Gordons sholder for a good period of time. so all worked out for the best. :-)

Monday, December 13, 2004

so final post for the day have gone alittle mad with the posting i know but never mind maybe i have to much time on my hands ummmmmmmm.
JYF was really good we had out pizza although i bruned my arm on the killer oven in the kichen ouch. then we had cake Jesus's birthday cake no less.
the quiz was intresting. and played uni hock. what fun had a nice chat with steph.
Last JYF of the year how weired it is to think how long i have been here now and how many things have happend.

my attempt at christmas decorations ;-) Posted by Hello
chirstmas shopping is such hard work think i will do it in july next year at least then the shops want be choca with ignorant people.
handed in my belife and thought essay which is good don't have to worry about that anymore or at least untill i get the result back. Also talked to ken about the mess i made of my essay for him. He said the mess i had made would count in my favor since it was harder to answer the question i attempted and i had not been very well all term. so officaly think Ken is great. JYF in five mins should be good pizza quiz and games.
mad day yesterday. church was good fun in the morning family service so all the kids gave little presentions. which included the sweetest nativaty ever the kids were just so shell shocked they did not know what the hell was going on. sadly the sound problems in the church have not really been sorted out and most of what the young people were saying in their dramas raps and stuff couldn't be hurd very well. people blame the young people when you can't really exspect them to be that good after all they are just young people who are not used to proforming to a large audiance and do not have that much time to prepare befor hand. None of them have been tort to project their voices or talk into mic properly.
okay rant over got home from church and finsihed my frist darft which was good. then back to church for band which went really really really well. i have no doubts that the service on boxing day will be a great sucess. Alpha was good we had the talk which was long and a meal afterwould which was nice. YF started late and we only really had time to do anouncments and talk about a limited amount of the projects we have in hand. so all in all a bissy day.
todays plan is to get essay finished properly hand it in get a pizza and doing jyf it is all good!

Friday, December 10, 2004

720 words into my essay feeling quite plesed withmyself will hopefully get the frist draft done tommorrow.
yay am very bord watching oklahoma now and will go to bed soon as it is finished.
yesterday was intresting.
we went into the morning class which I have tryed not to be to critical of on my clog but yesterday just took the biscet. so we are waiting for our essay question, and the lady who has been teaching the course after some very flimsy teaching and some role play which was funny if nothing else. gave it to with new course objectives which she wrote herself based on what she had already tort us. which is not right they cannot change the course objectives like that at all. the really funny thing was that even after her giving us the "new" objective she hasn't even coverd those. oh well half the class was raging the other half just didn't care.
spent the afternoon hanging round with linda then holly and gav then Gordon we went to the pics to see merchant of vencice but we were late so i would not go in and went to see blade trinity which was okay for what it was. what it was not it was not shakspear but there will be other times just not sure when probly next thrusday which is a very long way away.
was going to see the phantom of the opera today but can't justifiy going in the midle of the day so will put that off to will be a treat when i get this esay done. although if Gordon doesn't wake up soon so that i can get my coat out of his bedroom half the day will have been waisted. my life this is a long post.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Just had a really lovely day went into college and got some books out for this essay but thats not the lovely bit. Gordon and I ewnt into town to look for gifts for his girls which was hard work christmas shoping always is but it was nice. then we went to the pics to see the incredables which was great.
I have Christophers christmas prezie now only Robs and Gordons to get. :-)

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

College was hard today but am glad i went couldn't have spent another day on my own.Had a mior telling off by Ted this morning i went in late and he spotted me walking past the classroom on my way to neils office. but not the end of the world he is not nasty at all.

made a minor hash of lunch today was cooking it as Gordon was finishing off the essay due in for today. and i put to much of the saurce stuff in the meat so it was very very strong. Does not help with the impresion that I seem to have made on people that i am not a very good cook. hohum i am not a bad cook.

was late to last lecture as well which did not go down to well iver but made it to the end which good didn't exspect to at all.

walking back from the train station this evening it is one of those cold crisp nights were if we were in the country you would see some stars it is actualy the perfect christmases feeling. made me a very exsited about going home and havin christmas with my family apeshaly since i haven't seen my family for ages.

Monday, December 06, 2004



you are the beauty and you love the beast. you are the most unique or strangest one of
the princesses. you judge people for what they are on the inside and not the outside.

which disney princess are you?


so sick of being on my own been a bit of a hazy day today not really sure were it has gone. but hohum.
didn't go to the doctors after all am feeling so much better. :-)
Made a start on my essay although need to get a load of books from the libary tomorrow. but sort of have an idea of what i need to write the hole thing is taking shap in my head. which is a really good thing.
am listening to the directors comentry on anglias ashes quite intresting.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

really low today. had to miss work and had been quite looking forward to church today. so tired of being ill all the time! and it doesn't help when mother dearest reminds me that i am the only one in the family prone to getting ill. The plan is to go to the docs tomorrow find out what is wrong with me this time couse it is not a normal cold. Then ask him/her what I can do to boost my immune system I refuse to keep getting ill all the time and letting work down again and again and again.

Did some reading again today but not much although things are starting to make more sence would not say i was anywere near the point i need to be to write this blasted essay could cry really could not sure what i can do about it.

so feeling lonely traped and dispriated in Genral and it isn't anywere near bedtime so i can't even really say it will all be better in the morning.


Saturday, December 04, 2004

feel like today has been abit of a waist of time. it has just gone in a bit of a haze but hohum such is life. I know i couldn't have actualy done much more without ending up totaly exsorsted which is the materal point. did quite abit of reading though so that mean that today wasn't a total bust.

Friday, December 03, 2004

have now got the distinction of falling asleep in a tribe concert if you do not know who the tribe are they are very load and have alot of flashing lights. tehe.

urrrrg not feeling any better infact feeling worse but it is going to get worse before it gets better i guess.
I still intend to go to the tribe tonight will not be beat.
but think the rest of the afternoon will be spent unproductivly sleep sleep sleep again. which sort of destroys the origonal plan of making a large dent in the reading the next essay grrrrr.
looking forward to going home now.
ohohoh looks like I got a tax rebate this morning which is great timing for Christmas although I am not gonna spend any more than i intended on that perticula event it means that i want have to tighten my belt that much when it comes to food and stuff. see how much is left over at the end of the mounth and will put that into cards and things so feeling good about my finances at the moment which is strange.

Thursday, December 02, 2004

had to come home from college sick today quite depressing really. not only do i hate being sick i hate the fact that i always seem to be getting sick.
Class this morning was quite embarrising fell asleep wile the lecture was talking about something random and she asked me a question oooops.
Then tryed to do some work in the libary but could not concentrait so went and couched up to Gordon for the breke and finaly came home and sleept and sleept and sleept.
Will be going to the tribe tomorrow whatever i refuse to take any more time off work have already tacken a ridicules amount of time off this term. It is a shame that this has hit on a monday YF week basicly the bissyest week there is for me. oh we shall servive we always have.

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

yay yay yay yay. it is all good got most of the work done on my human development essay done. now i can relaxe and put to work into the church meaning and mission. Basicly the easier essay is all but done and the hard one is ahead but because the easy one is finished i am not so worried about the hard one. May not be making much sence right now since head it alittle spinning.

that is my day today tacken care off although didn't get up as fast as i would of like this morning think i am catching a cold.

yesterday was fun I enjoyed myslef at college although was late in and didn't really listen in the frist leacture. We went to see the forgotten after college. it was okay for what it was but what it was, was perdictable story. although the jumpy bits were good and random enough to be enjoyble. ie a house diserpreing into space all good fun. watching prid and predujce at the moment such a good film. loe bbc costum dramas love Jane Austin and love Mr Darcy.