big treat

gordon and i got very blessed yesterday. steve took us up in a helicopter he was taking photos for a big company of edingbugh and the forth road and rail bridge. it was really awsome. the city looks so neat and tidy from the air.

although we not only seemedto freck out the politions when we where over the palerment but we also freacked out the pengwins at the zoon and the police phoned the airport to give the pilot a row. oh well the pengwins should chill out.

was very tired by then end of the day and in no way up for the albaina meeting although it did go well from what i can see.

today has been dull office work

first assembaly

well i did my first assembaly today don't think i have every had stage fright so bad in my life before i am clearly so badly out of practice when it comes to public specking but it will come back with time i guess.
but hey ho life goes on

bye bye brothers

feeling very low
droped ant and chris of at the airport this afternoon feeling really low missing them lots.

we have had a good few days though so thats okay.

ant and chris

today is my birthday and ant chris and i are chilling out before the young people come tonight to do house group.
su went well in school today and we had a good meeting yesterday so it is all good with work.

we went to see ratitue yesterday which was very funny very much enjoyed it and i think that the boys did as well.
they both go home tomorrow which is :( but then i get a bit of time to recover and become less tired it is funny how differcult it is having guests in your house even if it is your brothers.

busy busy busy

just had gordons dad and step mum stayed over which was nice we went to the cinema to see rendition didn't really enjoy it but it was an okay film. then had quite a busy day at work on sunday which was a shame.

they went home today and antony and christorpher turned up this morning and we went to laza tag and are now watching the iron gaint which we watched last night at lable-less but hey its a good film.

today is another day

having a pritty good week so far and it is thurday so that is looks like it might end that way.
monday went into edingbugh with Gordon we didn't get to see the film we wanted to see but we had a nice time anyway. eat far to much which is not the best since i am supposed to be trying to lose wight but there we go i am not going to get all guilt ridden about it.
tuesday had a mirgrain so worked from home watched the last of the numa dvds which wzs good. although sometimes i wounder why i cannot help sitting there in judgment and thinking this person or that person should be watching this dvd and putting it into practice.
yesterday su was good and had a great meeting with chic then a good house group with chats about everything gromt he trinity to everloution. yikes
this morning am waiting to the post and watching my xbox on ebay seeing how much money it will make me its at £30 at the mo plus post and packageing not to shabby i think.

Legoshire Hot Pots He's Turned Emo

sleepy

we had communion at church this morning had a wall of stuff for people to pray for about the youth work everyone seemed really pleased with it all. although i could not find someone for tonights group.

at least until one of the perants offerd which was a life saver. it was an okay evening we watched a noma dvd and we chatted about that and the church but they where really hard to get chatting. oh well things will get better i am sure.

low

the problem with putting ones self on a diet is that you tend to feel rubbish for the first few days which also means that you treat everyone around you like rubbish even if you have no intention of doing it.

i need chocolate

Gordon has just gone home and we have had an okay day but not the best and as i said i have not been in the best of moods.

and now he's gone home and i feel even worse and lonley in the bargin hate this time of the day.

back from broxburn

it has not half been a week for traveling went down to broxburn last night gordon and i went out to the oatridge for dinner which was very nice although was slightly disapointed about there not being fahetas on the menu so had lamb shank which was lovley.

we had a really nice relaxed evening good long walk to and from the pub and watched some rubbish tv so its all good although do not fancy going to wrk now. well thats not totaly true not looking forward to doing my office work but i am looking forward to youth club tonight

hehe

feeling much better today after some definitive sleep although i did not wake up with my alarm this morning and had a prity server nightmare in the night eeek scary stuff i wont tell you about it.

sitty around now waiting to see if any young people turn up am prepared if they do am prepared if they don't so its all good

we are together again

keys

sitting in the church at 2:30am poundering the meaning of keys.

well before i left for nics wedding i handed a young person the church so that they could let the engage crew in. but there must have been a mix up as i was going out the door and i handed him my house keys so i am going to work now until 9:30 when i can go and wake up my naughbough to give the spare keys and have a bath and go to bed.

but apart from that have had a really great weekend. arrived at the bandb on saturday morning and was greated by noelle and steph which was great mary turned up folled by ercia and we where late for the wedding because we prcastinated so much about getting ready so long. ended up running down watford high street yikes. but we missed nothing nic was late to :)

it was a beautful wedding and the reception was fun we served drinks washed cups and made up silly dances. nic and keith did it all themselves so lots of help from lots of friends.

then the next day went to see dad went to the tate which was fabby. and out for dinner which was really nice.

a twelve hour trip today was okay long and could have done with it ending better oh well.

frustrainting bank

arrrrrrrrrg hate money, hate banks, hate hate hate HATE!!!!

okay now i have that off my chest i may be able to get on with my life.

so my rent has not gone out properly for the like billionth time i changed to this bank because it was supposed to be good exsept the fundemental flaw with that is that no bank can possibly any use whatso ever.

on a more possitive note i got my hair done today it looks nice so looking forward to nics wedding can't beleive its tomorrow. yas can't wait. and i bought the new terry prachett book for the bus down yas!

waiting

am waiting for the young people to arrive for youth house group. which i hope will be good tonight looking at Jesus which can be hard but we will give it a go.

have had two productive meeting this week one with the school which was good all sorted to go in when term kicks off again and the other with a comunity youth worker from the counsil who looks after my area got loads of info from him and he got all excited about the circus skills. which all in all is a good thing.

looking forward to this weekend nics wedding seeing the girls and that sort of thing can't wait although the travel will be intresting.

and seeing dad will also be great on sunday :)

Water Buffalo - Veggie Tales

day off

i have had my day off restored to me the moeeting tonight was called off i don't know why but i am not to upset i am sure you can tell.

spent my day in a very relaxed way watching bleak house and becoming jane and sorting out my rent and so forth.

when the film finishes i will finish cleaning my house and so really be ready for the week.