so sick of being on my own been a bit of a hazy day today not really sure were it has gone. but hohum. didn't go to the doctors after all am feeling so much better. :-) Made a start on my essay although need to get a load of books from the libary tomorrow. but sort of have an idea of what i need to write the hole thing is taking shap in my head. which is a really good thing. am listening to the directors comentry on anglias ashes quite intresting.