head hurts again. so stressed you would not beleive.
just had a very long meeting were we acheived very little oh well such is life. and i feel like my hole day is gone.
starting to get reading for next year arn't i organised pat on the back for self hehe. going home now have bacon butty and chips yay.

Genny and I on Dans bed the other day.  

hehe i have just worked out how to put pictures on my blog. hehe

Me 

have moved into my new house yay mostly unpacked just a few bits and bobs to put away. only down side is that my dovay is in college but i can manage untill monday when i am going in anyhow or even tuesday when we have a meeting there.
it is really nice here although it is a bit strange it being so quite.

in pain and in glasgow the two arnt linked. pain from riding ouch using mussels that have all faided to nothing. and in glasgow cose thats were i am.
got shoes this morning yay love Rushden best place for cheap shows in the shops they would have cost about £50-60 but in the factory only £20 love Rushden so much went into church to see the lunch club team it was nice see some famila faces then got a lift to the airport. now am moving house tomorrow my life it is all go isn't it. there is another cehlie (could someone tell me how to spell this dratted dance thing we do) yay

going riding tonight yay havn't been riding for almost a year so it is going to course me much pain and suffering.
just squwerted an oringe down my nice wight top pants that means i smell nice but have slobish stanes all over my frount most anying will have to change. bit bord to be honist.

just been hanging out with my old school friends Dan and Gen it was great fun as always.
these are the only people i am still in touch with from school so that make hanging out even better.
had a bit of a dull day read alot invaided the attic have desided that i i can't actualy take all the things that i wish to this time but such is life tomorrow going to hang with mum who is tacking a day of specialy for me. yay

I am home yay

ouch have a migrain (and anyone who ses why re you on the computer will be shot because such things cannot affect the running of my day to day life they will not not again not ever)
but had a really good bible study with the quiter members of the group as the louder members had better things to do. hummmmmm
now going to JYF yay and sleep will be home tomorrow

ceilhe last night was great everone had a real go love dancing with other people who truly do not now what they are doing.
although we had a bit of an emotional mo with one of the boys who was feeling ignored in the group which was actulay quite a resonable feeling since he was sort of being left out but no more than is normal for someone who is hanging out with a closely nit group when they don't normaly hang out with them.
bissy day again. church was the prmotion service and so all the kids lead it which was great. we sang old favs like shine jesus shine and my God is so big. but cheese on acasion can be quite nice.
then strait from that to the sunday school outing at a sort of farm place were we had a tractor ride and got to hold bunnyes great.
ears are rining not actulay sure why not listened to any load music resently hummmm.

draged myself out of bed this morning to help with the rest of the move but got their to find that there were so many people in the flat that you could bearly move ended up in th ministers hose looking at a couch for my flat which will be ready for me next sat yay.
came home and have been getting on with stuff am not having a convo with my cousen and brother which is abit pointless should get on with prep and so forth but have lost all motavation to go back up the stairs. last Amrican thing tonight Ceileh yay they are always fun.

Had the strangest dream last night. was going into this strange youth club and i somehow went from the door were an old lady met me to the ladyes toliet were one of my young people was giving herself a tatoo. which i told her to stop because the toliet was not a clean anoth place to do that in. she started shouting and the old lady come in and started throwing tranquilser darts at us one got me in the leg and i started to fall over then she threw another one at me and finished me off. the next thing that happend was that i was ontside on a strecher asking if my young person was okay. someone called andy from downstairs which woke me up sort of glad that i did not find out how the yp was really lucky it was only a dream. how strange is my brain.

spent all day helping one of my young people to move hose will be doing the same tomorrow as well but today was really good because me and said yp just hung out and put china on shelves all day and read about big brother fights which were horrid.
One of the reasons this was a really good thing to do today was because this young person and i never really clicked before but we found loads of stuff to talk about and plenty of common ground.
Steve (one of the YPs i am staying with) has just come in and messed my hair up most vexing.
have ayouth team meeting now yay.

the computer hates me really it does everytime i sit down to do any work it turns itself off or crashes. although Andy has been messing around with it today and it seems to be working okay at the mo we will see how long it lasts.
The hole flat situation is finaly at a stage were i can start to think about moving it infact have already packed up my non essental stuff yay. I am also going home next tuesday yay so lots of good things to come in the coming week can't wait.
The Amrican visit is going well we had our fellowship night last night at church and they are a lovely bunch we are going to netherlee church tonight for a simila thing all good.

I have just had the most wonderful weekend that I can remember for a long time. That's because God has been totally there all the way through and giving me lots of wonderful messages. Putting this into words is truly hard. I have been going through a really dry patch when it comes to my faith. But God started talking to me on Friday about getting back in touch with him then again on Saturday. Then finely last night was amazing wonderful God is so Great I went up for prayer at caterlyst and the two people who prayed for me just got it so right their prayer was so spot on. They named all the things I have been struggling with all the things that have been hurting me recently. And throught them God assured me that he was going to work through all the things and that I did not have to struggle with them on my own it such a weight has lifted it is great. He was even talking to me through the rather rushed thought for the week I write for my young people 'Freedom' was this weeks theme.

How wonderful How marvelous
Is the God of Heaven
Brining Healing forgiveness
wonderful Love

yep am stuffed full again. not a plesant feeling infact feeling alittle sick on it went for sunday lunch at the Mance which of corse was as always lovely but very filling.
i was sitting in communion this morning reflecting on why i like my church and why i like Cathcart Trinity and why i like going to Glasgow Elem (which may lose favor still but have enjoyed it the last two times). The conclusions was that I like Cathcart because they are very reflective and prayerful, I like Elem because they are lively and happy and I like the Mission because they have elements of both. i did not feel as fullfilled when i was only getting the reflective side of worship and i guess i would not be happy if it were the other way round. So like when eating food it is good to have a balence in worship. Don't really want to go into the down side of all three churches i do that far to much it is good to be were i am :-)

my life have eaten so much think i may exspode.
but lets start abit further back went to college yesterday and the by by upstairs people party which was nice then Holly Abie and I went to the Cehli club which was closed because the bad didn't go sob. so after a great deal of walking around we went to the beer cafe instead i had never been there befor it was cool. then we went and found Gorden and his mates from work then i went into my frist club (huummmm) was very uncomfortable so we left again after a short time and eat subway or the others did i was stuffed from the party.
then went back to the college and sat in the lounge listening to Gorden and Abie having a argument about definitions of wichcraft and paganisum or something (hummm) this morning had to run to the train station to get back to Cathcart to pick up the girls for their end of Gnomes lunch thats why i am so stuffed that i might exsplode it was great they loved it. I really enjoy my girls company they are wounderful people with alot to offer it is a privalige to know them all. :-)

my life my brother just told me that his english exam went good. hehe he's dyslexic i think he means it went well for him. He is doing really well i am so proud of my little brother he has come through so much and acheived so much he is a truly amazing cration of God and I just thank God for giving me a little brother who can make me laugh till i cry.

yay have finished at paisly thats it over finished done now all i have to worry about is getting permision slips to my young people Cathcart for our trip on sunday i know i have left it a tad late but such is life. and i am not the most organised of people. hehe

Paisly was okay yesterday although the girls didn't come to the group we had a bit of time with them outside. In which we had some choclate which "they" of the leader gave me as a going away presant. sooo sweet
then came to the college and sat around with everyone plus an old student (abby) who is back visiting people and who is lovely.
at some point after twelve Abby Holly and I went to the kabab shop shortly to be joined by Gorden then we did a night time photo shoot around Glasgow and Gordens new phone has a video camra thingiy on it so he did a crazy video thingiy. it was very funny indeed.

hard day going through abit of a emotional turmol so up and down more than normal although being quite moody is not that unuseal suddenly very thirsty perhaps it is the bacon sandwige i just had for my dinner.
waiting for Internet chap to come but so tired college was long we didn't really get a lunch breck as we were in a meeting telling Neil all about what we thought of the course. yay. so very tired could cry don't want to face the rest of the week really want to curl up in small ball and hide away and hope no one comes to find me cose i can't take anymore. sob
really not that bad just tired hehe.

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it was all good yay the bible study had a large amount of peole but they all were relly good and it all went well and there was even some food for seconds at the bible study meal. then JYF was good we planted funflowers (from pots for all thoughs who know its two late to plant sunflowers) and made book marks which was good i like just putting a load of crafts stuff on the table and leting them go abit wild with it all.
so feeling happy.

have a unusal situation it seem that alot more young people want to come to my bible study tonight. This is a good thing but slighltly worrying as the bible study i invissaged was a very small group so that we could have really indepth convosations and shyer people whould feel more free. well if all else fails i will just split the group but i have my suspsions that some of the young people are just coming to be social and because they come to everthing the church does for them.(which is good not saying its not) like i said strange situations to be in really.

had such a good day yeasterday John Gorden and I met up in town and eat pizza then went to the internet cafe to check out flights to soul survior yay so exsited. Holly joined us there and we went and played some pool a game at which i do not exsell. it was so much fun.
then we worked to the elem church singing for most of the way hehe we are mental but it is great. found a zen peace garden lost the boys or they desided to play hide and seek. Then they found us and left us to find our own way to the church so they could run up back streets to beat us up the road. funny haha.
the service was great, quite inspired by it which is always good.
then john left us to go home and we went back to the college and watched Love Actualy in Gordens room till the wee hours then Holly and I in a serouse lack of judgment (my inturnal mum was ovesly turned off last night) desided to stay up all night then near morning we sleept for a few hours i am fine want be tomorrow but today is okay.
this morning was good talked about communion and i learnd something new yay like learning new things. went to see Harry Potter again with my young peoople and am now nearly on my way to a bbq yay with my young people again luky i like them isn't it :-)

I just went out for hot choclate in a coffee shop with the Patons which was good it is nice to sit around and chat with people outside the house.
could of gone into town and seen my fellow students but I am afraid that i can not be bothered to get in my car and start driving again far to tired far to stressed want be any company to them anyway and just not in the mood. hope they understand sure they do. yep know i am rambling there is no point to this peace of writing.

well went to paisly ready and willing if not overjoyed at the prospect of bag packing to raise money for their london trip only to be sent home again due to the girls not being very sensible at the project and so the other leader not wanting to take them away to course troble at the super market.
so came home and eat a tostie tea not really feeling very hungry at the mo havn't eaten anything other than fruit and chocolate all day.
watched some silly tellie and am now sitting here woundering what to do with myself don't feel like making my way into Glasgow to be with the others so want do that. reading a book may be an option.

not a very productive day really although have done a fair bit of reading but not a much as i should of. have to prepare for JYF which is getting me down slightly annoyed that kirk seesion appears to be tacking my leaders away again but now there are more people doing the group its not so important but both people do kirck session stuff so one will just not have to go.
funny thing is that they only just had one acupple of weeks ago so why has it happend again so fast.
feel like i should be under presure to do something but know in my head that i am not as i have finished all my assments for now which is good just wish my stomerk would cach up with my head. humph

haveing a i just don't care day today.
although i don't hink it's shown to other people which is a good thing cose if i was int that sort of mood and was letting it show then i probley would get fired or something.
the schools group at paisly was good it was the last one so the kid were sad they are S7s and so moving up into secondary school next year. but there is a plan for a new evening group for them next year so don't feel to sorry for them.
then sat around and made a flyer for summer holiday events at the star and then did nothing. until it was time for the boys group to come in they didn't come so i am home a bit early.
got out of the car and relised that i left my book in the office dou will get it tomorrow. so ho hum

Funny night really went to paisly the kids broke into the project and almost had the group stoped before it even started. but it started Ros tryed to talk to them about last weeks drama which they wound her up about by not really caring, then they walked out.
ummmmm
think i may be developing a fettish for this church of fools thing it's stupid and silly people go on it but it sort of addictive.
should really sleep but am so not tired to much irn-bur eeek

just been to the hairdressers. it looks good i think. but exseranced consdrable pain don't think i will go back to that perticula salon they don't care much about customa comfort.
althought there was only two of them and they had four people on the go at one point.
don't you just love that newly cut feeling though hummmmmm.

if you are going to critisize someone frist walk a mile in there shoe. Then you will be a mile away and will still have their shoe. my little brother is great he has the best frazes.
day was okay very tired quite low now think have just run out of energy and am not sure what i am gonna do with the Gnomes tonight.
but it will all look better in the morning i am sure.