summer worship

I lead worship today and this is what we did i went down to the works and got some cheap acrelic and some canvases. then as our worship to god we listend to some music painted and talked about all the wounderful things that he has done in our lives. it was cool.

warts

Gordon took me out for dinner saturday night which was nice although through a misshape with his keys he missed the last train home but that was good for me because it meant we got to spend the hole evening together and i got to see him all day the next day. very nice indeed we discovered that i can get to his flat for around £3 return on the bus so i am gonna have to over come my hatred of them i think.

we had a nice day although i felt ill for a fair bit of it problem is when you are enjoying yourself when you are happy time goes too fast and it doesn't feel like any time before you have to leave.

although on the day we went shopping and gordon got some wartner which he then when we got back to the flat administered to himself and to me which was not pleasant and envoled alot of conjoling oh well.

have to prepare worship for tomorrow afternoon sorta hope no one comes but i have an idea of what i have to do it should be fun.

chatting shopping and pics

it was nice seeing steph this morning we sat had hot choclate chated and went window shopping. then Kat Christina and i went to see cave which was not the best frightening film i have ever seen only jumpt twice oh well can't win them all.

two films and fajitas

went to see herbie and bewitched with linda yesterday after i had completed all my work obversly. they were both very funny and quite well done although looking back at herbie i was alittle disapointed.

came home and made some very nice fajitas and had a nice long chat with Gordon although woke up in the middle of the night with a nightmare and couldn't get back to sleep so have been watching er since four in the morning yes i know that not much of a way of getting back to sleep but i had been trying for 2 hours already. urg

youth cafe

so i went to the drop in tonight and it was really really good so enjoyed sat around with the lads chatting about stuff getting to know the kids and letting them get to know me alittle. we only let ten young people in as most of the normal leaders wernt there which meant that we would not have been able to handle any more. sadly no girls came last night so christias craft was not really jumpt at but a few boys had a go which was good i made a rainbow badge which even though it was upsidedown i am quite pleased with.
have missed doing things like this. although almost dug myself into a hole with one of the older boys at the end of the eve will have to do some repair work there said something daft and not thought through properly it will all be fine though.

exstraction

just been to the emergancy dentist and had a tooth out it face is currently numb and big but that will go off in a bit. so have not had the best day ever. it was my choice to have the tooth out what she said i would have to have done to keep it ment sevril visits to the dentist and i refuse its tacken me a month of toothake to pluck up the courage to go this time.

last night was good alittle more formal than the other night more people i didn't know so well but that is good for me i sorta need to get over my fear of new people since i am persuwing a curea where i will be having to meet them all the time.

company

yesterday was pritty dull up till the point when we went to Gordons for tea.
Alison picked us up and i much halarity by the sound my bag was making when i walked it was full of bowls and table cloths and things like that which Gordon was missing.
the car ride was painful though Kat and Alison talked all the way there about a problem they were having at church something that i was a not all that intrested in and b couldn't comment on as i do not know any of the people involved that well so arriving was a bit of a relife to say the least.

So good to see Gordon I do miss him so much a feeling which i hope will get better as time goes on but am not hopefull. the girls gave him his prezzies and me my card and we all set about cooking dinner. very social very fun.

then we sat around and talked which was nice.

the car ride home was not much better though. ho hum the wind and the rain we are having the same thing to eat tonight i hope it turns out as well as last night because it was really nice.

new start

well i went to my new placment this morning it felt very random was shown around the church and saw all the places were i would be working and doing stuff. met some of the young people it was all very sereal not made better by the lightheaded feeling given to me by the mager migrain that i am starting to recover from.
the service was dull but we are going to do the bible class next week which will be more fun an oppertunity to get to know the young people alittle and work out were there at.

road trip

had a random random day yeasterday. we went up to see kats perants in nern and some of Alisons young people in aviemore. this road trip was great we stoped twice on the way up and eat cake found the weiredest public lu with two toliets in on cubical. we eat lunch by the beach and went shopping in inveness which was a real laugh. then the trip that sang away to cheesy christian music for hours apon hours. Scotland in a very beatuiful place. saw alot of it yesterday

going to see gordon today best go and get ready

on our random road trip we came across this cubical with two toliets in it one said for childs use only but one feels having the option to pee at the same time as your little onse is alittle sick.

the big wheel that apears in the third man

stuse and me

papagaino on the top of the theater were the magic flute premiared

the carrige in the big wheel

statues that are really people how much fun

vienna jesus with a toothake the story goes that if you moke jesus we will inflickt you with toothake for the rest of your life

vienna a palice

recovery

so i have been in bed pritty much all day today and yesterday migrain city. but thats okay i am still worshiping god and it didn't get me down like it usealy does. cleaned my room today and went to primark with kat who has lost her suitcase so had no clouthes that she could wear. then eat my tea which was alittle to much food and so felt alittle ill afterwould.

am loving my new cd Jars of clays redemtion songs i would highly recomend anyone to get it infact everyone much get it. think i may be playing it alittle loadly now as i could hear it down the corridor but to be honist untill 10:30 i do not care very much. and considering linda isn't home at the mo it doesn't really matter even then.

soul surviour

this last week has been amazing God has talked to me and helped to in so many ways i hope that i will be able to keep putting it all into action.

soul surviour day 5

had a bit of a low day today as head was saw and felt under alot of presure to work outside my abilites. but god is very good and he is still working in me there are so many things.

we ate out tonight which was a relief didn't have worry about washing up or cooking suspect meet or anything. the young people have had a great time.

antony is talking about finding a church to go to were he want just be my little brother. i said i don't mind were he goes to worship as long as he finds a place. am feeling quite sad for him as i think he feel alittle like a spare part with people his own age alot of the time. it really hurts me to think that he has to deal with so much and so does due to his special needs and so does not quite fit in anywere.

it is our last eveing worship and some of the young people exspressed a renewal of faith in them it was really exsiting i offered to be there to talk to them if they needed me to.

got very stressed trying to get thing organised to pack in the morning ended up sitting in my tent and crying before i finaly gave up and went to bed.

soul surviour day 6 aniversary

packed up the tents and stuff which was stressful ant refused to get up so andy and pat took the poles out of his tent so it collapsed on him quite funny really. had so much to get sorted it took forever. were alittle late for worship but that was then went to the food court and watched the guys eat chips which smelt foul.

mum was there when we arrived back at our pich and had already loaded the car we drove home listening to the davinchi code i don't like that book really but thats okay.

we had chilli waiting for us when we got back to rushden and then we got on the train for the last leap lap back to glasgow. Gordon and i had a really good talk about stuff that had been hard during the week as well as about life in genral. it was nice just to sit and talk and not really have much else to do i wish we got to do it more. it was a year today that was started going out how impresive is that i am looking forward to the next one i have been very blessed the last one.

soul surviour day 4

did the same thing in the morning as the day before.

the second semina i went to this day was on vision found it really useful again reminded me of what i was dreaming of doing one day before i came to the college it is amazing how easy it is to lose focus.

we had a bbq for dinner which was nice and got to share it with the others which was really really great fun the sharing factor came beofse we had 20 burgers and 20 sausages for four people.

also saw tim powell which rocked really exsiting so pleased to see he is doing well he is getting married in 2 weeks which is alittle scary also met his bride to be.

soul surviour day 3

got up early and had bacon for breki took nearly an hour to get a shower but thats camping with 8000 people for you :-). then went to a semina one of the youth workers ones it was really good and gave me a real insite into what the future of the soul surviour ministiy might look like. it was also a real incorigment as mike pilavachi was giving some advice about youth work and telling storyies of some of the problems hes had in the past.

worship was amazing of course because God is good. you could really feel his presance in the tent.

went to the semina on prophasy which was the same one i had gone to the day after i became a chirsitian at new wine which was amausing but it was good to get a refresha and it made me remeber to prophaes spocken over me that day and think well they really have come true alot of them so i was really encoriged by that.

can't remeber what the last semina i went to was.
again worhship was awsame.

soul surviour day 2

the rest of the journy was undertacken little fuss we got stuff out of the caravan and set off in the car poor mum had nine hours of driving under her belt by the end of the day as she had to go to wales after dropping us off to get chris from his nans.

we set up camp and it was alittle stressy as at first we could not find the people that Gordon was with and the guy was gonna put us to close to the bin but we found them and it was all okay. although the actual setting up of camp was still stressy as i wanted alittle space of my own for my group and i don't think the others quite understood why.

andy and pat turned up in the middle of worship which was cool we set up camp and made sure that they had eaten which they had. they added a new member to the group gary who i met at heart and soul last year but could not remeber he seemed nice enough.

the evening meeting was great!! God is so amazing late night chocolate back at the tent and got to know the kids in Gordons group alittle bit. had to go to bed before everyone but that is just the story of my life.

soul surviour day 1

left for soul suriour we did our first stage in the epic journy which was to my families house were we stayed overnight.
it was quite sucessful we hada bbq which was lovley. although didn't sleep to well. was funny having Gordon home he was impressed with our dogs tehe who are officaly insain i relise.

parties

so i went and did my tallent that was auctioned in my last weekend at cathcart trinity last night. i lead a circus skills party for shela pheona and matthew. it was really good fun which was a suprise and really nice to see the kids although i never really had a chance to work with any of them before i left as they only just moved into my groups.

we did the circus skills on the lawn which worked really well as that ment that there was enough room to drop stuff and send it flying across the street. everyone acheived at least one thing.

then we had pizza and they played some more with the stuff funny thing was i had gone with 5 or six time filler games just in case they got bord and we didn't even really get to do balloon modeling because they liked doing the skills things so much.

going to start the journy to soul surviour today yay.

bed juggling

Christina and i swoped beds this afternoon which was fun as we had to manover them around corners through doors and well into places in the rooms. it was amusing we must have looked funny. but both of us will sleep better for it which is good.
then we sat and had a really nice convosation.
then i came back to my room and chatted to mum and worked out that i can change the world but am never going to be remebered for it because of the person that i am but it is nice to know that you make an impact even if it is a quite one.

john lewise

yesterday Gordon and i spent together which was nice apart from the fact was feeling quite low for most of it. we went to john lewise to see if there was anything he would like to buy with the gift that the people from drumchaple had given him the night before, we had a lovley lunch there although found nothing that shouted buy me buy me to gordon oh well. then transported the microwave and a peace of wood to broxburn which was fun. his flat is looking nice.
was even more low when i had to leave and stupid really we had a nice day looking forward to soul surviour wish it was here already.

when i finaly got back to the college i found that i had forgotten my keys so stood for half and hour ringing the student bell hoping someone would come into the loung and hear it urg.

my new laptop

so gordon has now made it so that i can use the college network with my new laptop. so i am happy

have not been doing very much recently went to see the fantasic four which was good and then the next day went to see charli and the choclate factory which was exerlant. was glad to see that it had an interly differant point to make that the old film :).

then have done bits and bobs today all very dull so i will leave it at that.

long time

its been a wile since i last bloged well i have not been well since monday and my computer does not yet connect to the college network so thats why.
got home on friday night after a very long and tiring journy went strait to bed. then i went to Gordons new flat on saturday we spent the day unpacking boxes it was quite nice although was starting to get ill so did really help that much. we had a curry in the evening and i almost missed the last train home in fact was in such a rush that i left my purse at the flat which was daft but never mind. its a very nice flat although feels alittle like a hotel at the moment i am sure he will make it alittle more homley soon. he seems to be doing well in his new job as well which is good.
spent the last three days in bed reading my bible watching friends and so on i sorted out some paperwork today which was dull but needed to be done.