why is it when you go to the dentist you come away with toothake :(

went to the dentist yesterday basicly all my fillings need stuff done to them and i have a new caverty on my front teeth not what ou have to know is that basicaly all my back teeth are filled so its not the best.

but oh well such is life

looking forward to the weekend have had a bussy week Gordons mum was up at for the long weekend which was nice. but it was quite tireing. then work has gotten more busy with the run up to christmas which is great but again tireing.

Lego Millenium Falcon Stop Motion

this is so good

window

i have had a intresting day it was good someone came into my office nocked a big whole in my wall and left it there. :) admitadly he put a window in it later quite a fasinating process a bit cold but intresting.

so now i have a window which i can look out of and everything although it does need a bid of a clean so i will take in some stuff to do that with tomorrow :)

also feeling quite happy with myself in the sence that i did alot of work today got through a pile of stuff which was quite pleasing.

feeling slightly fed up this morning had a not so good night sleep mainly because i was stressed out because my dairy suddenly came up with a large number of clashes which i had not noticed before i got into my bath should not talk dairies with gordon before i go to bed always ends up badly.

had a nice evening with one of the church famies last night they had a brill testomy and it was very plesant to be around them.
did alot of work yesterday so was very tired don't have to go in for a few hours which is a blessing.

prayer walk

went to the church prayer walk today which was good went out to the school and the arc which the rest of the day was pritty much pointless although i did clean my desk the rest of my office really should be next.
busy day tomorrow

low turn out

youth club had a fiarly low turn out last night which was slightly dissapointing because well i finally got a tuck shop organised but not the worse because it was just me and another leader there.
we had a good night though chatting and playing the guess who i am game you know the one with the postit notes stuck to the head. we where rubbish at it but thats part of the fun.

demotivated

its amazing how easy it is to get demotivated by the things that are going on in your life. yesterday it was me dwelling on stuff and today it was a comment on my bebo page that i haddn't noticed before.
had dinner with a church family yesterday it was really nice although was looking forward to playing with their new dog but she had had an operation and so was really dopted up poor thing.

engage and other stuff

engage was good on sunday still feel alittle out of it though not sure i am much help but i guess that comes with time. will have to take a bit more of a role next time.

gordon and i went to livingston on monday did some christmas shopping and have been making christmas cards since so that i can start selling them to rasie money for Albainia in Feb. sigh

busy day today su group at lunch and house group tonight but itw a worshop tonight so thats alot of work to be getting on with today but i can't seem to motivate myself yet will have to grit my teeth and get on with it in a min.

waiting for me food to cook

should have left church earlyer i am at home waiting for my food to cook before i gulp it down and head out to the next thing yikes sundays can be such a busy day.

procatination

i should be cleaning my house but so far have managed to put up my new curtains, talk to Gordon and my mum about the curtains cook some food eat the food and watch two episodes of life on mars which i bought with some of my birthday money. about £6 left to bye new a scarf.
its all good youth club tonight see if we have a total revolt over me stoping the trips to tescos.

party

we had a halliluah party last night there where about 40 kids in the church plus some of the young people. we had a good laugh playing silly games and i modifiyed fluffy bunnies to stop the chocking hazard made me feel very ainal but oh well.
made some of the boys do some cleaning at the end don't think that they where amused but its altamatly good for them so i am not overly bothered.