a bit of well deserved luxuary

gordon took me out for a meal last night which was lovely it was only the beefeater at dear park but well the food is good there and it has a nice atmospher somewhere between the pub and a proper restraint our. it was nice to relaxe for a bit before the worries of the world flood back in. we then went back to his room and watched 'the queen' which was a good film even if the dvd would jump somewaht during it. he wasn't feeling well when i left looks like he is going down with a bad cold hope he feels well today or at least if he is not well will take the time of he needs.

another day another interveiw

will be of to newton merns in a few hours for another interveiw which will be intresting can't say i am looking forward to it but then who ever looks forward to interveiws really going to a place to pass judment and have jugdment passed on you never fun. even if you where sure thats where god was leading you.

feeling very low today

lonley

church yesterday was really nice the young peoples prize giving they had puppets which reminded me of bill and his puppets in the mission. but a quite cool service.

i came home and started to feel really low though which was not very nice played with my poi but could not go for a walk because it was stormy so watch lost for a bit and read some more of vanity fair i don't think either thing where the best idea because by the time i went to bed was so unhappy that i could not sleep.

but yesterday is yesterday and today is today i am trouping down the edingbough to see gordon even if it is for a tiny time before i go to work. but it will at least be enough to say i have seen him i have missed him so much this week.

contact

went to the optisiona today to get contact lenses fitted was 20min late which was not the best but they fitted me in. then had to go away for 45 min wile they made the lenzes.

there was much halarity wile i attempted to put the things in and then again when i tryed to take them out took ages and ages and my eyes are quite saw now but i am sure i will get used to it and its not as if i intend to wear them every day or anything.

feeling better but not 100% yet

interveiw scaryness 3 and other stuff

had my interveiw with the gateway church last night think it went well although i am guilty of turning up an hour early and woundering why there was no one about went home found out i was an hour early and came back again so that was okay. goodness sometimes i wounder where my brain is.

the only downside of this interveiw was that my noise started running towards the end and i have woken up today completely bunged up and not feeling at all well not the best not the best at all.


was late for my appointment for the job centre got my rists slaped for that but i am pourly so they can leave me alown it was fine mind.

going to curl up and watch some rubbish on the tv now and see how i feel for work tonight yikes

smokers

so i was standing outside neros waiting for allan to come and have a coffee with me when this cuy with a suitcase flicks his cigeret bud in my direction much to my indeignation it almost hits me and worse still could have ruined my new top on its first outing since frenzy. was about to say somthing along the lines of are you clind i am standing right here. when a police man comes up and says you know its a criminal offence to drop cigaertte buds on the streets in perth and fines the guy £50!!! feeling that me moaning about him nearly hitting me would after that be sault in the woond i leave it be. have no problem with the police mans actions there was a bin with an ash tray oh about four paces to the laft of the guy and another one about 6 paces to the right and another on the other side of the street directly oppersit and i think that it would have been less of a hardship for him to just go and put the discusting thing out properly even if the police had not spotted him.

coffee with allan was lovley

crazed times

quite an eventful weekend it has to be said.

friday night maddness totaly mad went to work and found that we had two new starts which was cool both very nice girls but of course not sure what they are doing yet!! and we had two tables of ten plus a full restraint very stressful. worked very hard but somehow managed to overlook a cupple for 45 minuits or at least thats what they said yikes. they wanted irish coffee so con made them two which they sent back because one of the coffees had mixed with the cream :-s this seemed to be the last straw for con he slamed the coffees down spilling them everywhere and ran out. so it was me and the two new starts left to man the fourt hummm hard work we managed though would not say wounderfully but we did.

frenzy was great took to of Gordons young people which was lovley they seemed abit over orred by the whole thing to start with but soon got into it saw loads of friends saw some wounderful bands old and new and just had the best time. although i thought it was a shame that we did not have a few more home grown bands up seemed to mainly be American bands but saying that they where brill.

sunday lazer tag after church took 31 young people to lazer tag great fun got very sweaty and came first in our group the first game and 3rd the second game which was a rather large supprise for me. then we got back to the church and had a bbq which perants came to and the people from the eve service had a burger to which was lovley. got the circus skills out although did not run the workshop, partly because i wanted food and partly because the young people where so spread out with the stuff it was impossible to do it. tort three how the juggle though and a few got the plate spinning, one young man was brill at the power stick was so impressed.

interveiw scaryness 2

yesterday was quite a day goodness the amount of driving i did i would have gotten half way home. first went to college to see neil which was lovley some things never change we had a nice chat about life the univers and camp.

then i went and saw linda and talked about dogs, big brother and other important topics lol bliss then got changed in her bothroom for the interveiw. and i don't think i look that much like a bank manager in my suit lol even if linda thinks i do.

went to saltcoats and ended up driving past the church sevril times before i finally found it urg. sat in the car and did my make-up and sprad on the perfum it was such a hot day i was so sweaty. one of the people in the church spoted me and brought me in to sit in a room in the church. not sure if i was ever so happy about this i was quite contant sitting in the car sorting my self out and listening to the radio i felt slightly rushed but hey.

the interveiw was sertainly not the worst i have been to and i think it is somewhere i could work quite happly. so we shall see

asta la vista

wery excited in slightly in pain this afternoon.
went to the wart clinc at my local gps this afternoon and he blasted my warts so hopefully in the next few days they will drop off and die wohoo and i will feel more beautiful. i mean one came on my nose which is just the last straw i have put up with them far to long as it is i counted 12 this morning in the bath yikes.
but anyhow he got the cold stuff that i can't remeber what its called and blasted the things yay although i almost fainted after the whole process which was a bit imbarrising since it really was not all that painful.

so the doc said give it four weeks and if they have not droped off come back and we will have another go. yikes

didn't get the north berwick job

don't totaly upset or supriesed but rejection never the best

maintance

doing amintance on my life clean flat send of application forms put away shopping and so forth. things are pritty dull at the moment working at the restrant is okay but i know its oly temporary the people are nice one of the waitress has been coming up to see me inbetween shifts because she lives outside perth and has no where else to go but i enjoy having the compony so thats good.