It is amazing how easy it is to let things like prayer and reading your bible slip in this place you would not beleive it. but i have been forcing myself to do it and i have had some quite amazing thoughts about how great God it through regaining my disapline but it is still a struggle.

Kathrin cut abe's hair last night in my barthroom good to sit and watch and the look of total fear. Because of Kats lack of confidence when he asked her to do it but he asked her so it all his fault, but it looked quit okay at the end.

I was walking to Gnomes last night and there was the most amazing sky the moon was out and there were stars in this deep deep blue right aboth me then the shades of bule progressed down until it was quite light it was truly lovely i wish my description could do it justice and i was kicking myself all the way to the station for the want of my cammra. Pancakes are good Gnomes like making food and Janie made browniees which are amazing.

I drove my car for the frist time in two months yesterday bit nervey but it's like riding a bike it all comes back to you pritty quick.
it's nice to have freedom again.
YCT was fun it almost got canseled due to lack of leaders and confusion over our meeting place. well it all ended happley with us all meeting in Dougie's attic and having a really good disscusion on prayer i am glad it wasn't canseld.
then Gorden and I went to get food from a kabab shop not the one i usealy go to and found the most intresting colered pakora souce in the world bright pink and i mean sickly child barbie pink it was very nice and am not feeling any ill effect this morning so it seems that it was quite safe.

had a good night Kathrins Brother and friend have been up coursing havok mainly for Gorden. well they went home last night and we went to wave them off. Funny Gorden was messing around on Kats Bros scatbord and as he got on Linda ses you'll fall off and he ses yep and spectalualy amazingly he dose fall off.
then we went to the pub and drank bailyes.
then we finished our rather long game of monopaly news flash i won i have never won monoplay in my life.
then we had a water fight and then we went to bed. I like eving at ICC.

was just sitting watching mindnumbing tv thinking that i had nothing to say when the fire alarm goes off.
the reaction of the people upstairs is always quite amusing when this reguala event happens. everone wounders quite unconserned into their rooms and get coats hats scaves and so forth. mainly because it went off something like 7 times last tearm and only twice during normal waking hours. it is nice for a change to see most of the college outside.
although they say it was us on the thurd floor this time not just the fault that was before.
another small worrying fact about our fire alarm it has been known not to go off when there actualy is a fire i came out of my room one time to find thick smoke and no fire alarm they say that it was because the tec guy turned it off to fix it but who knows.

The School of Rock is a good film we went to see it this morning I would recomend it to everone.

pray for the amount of stress i am going through at the moment my head akes by the end of most days I am coping but only just.

This saterday was manic beleive me
we went to the heart and soul launch in the mroning were almost late rushed to get there on time and found when we got there that the health and safty people had to be called in because some of the senary had follen on someone. oppps
Heart and soul is a soul survier type mission like the onse in manchester they are not ashamed to admit that they are doing a bit of copying but soul is right behind them. we will be doing out reach and it is going to be great at least four young people from my chruch are going and i am. It looks really good and i would encorige anyone who is free july 5th-12th to come forget london hundrends of people are going there if you come to glasgow and take part in this you will really truley be makeing a diffrence. There is the point as well that london not on at the same time as well so come.
The rest of saterday was Youth cafe and Pat one of my line maniger going alittle crazy with some glass spray and valentime decorations great fun.

randomness total randomness I was having breakfast in bed which was proidge and sort of defeacted to object since i had to get up and make it when theres a bang on my door. as usual i shout come in no one comes thinking they didn't hear me i got up and opend the door and there is this man i have never seen before and he is asking me for a guitar which linda has in her room. quite mortifying really theres me standing bed head in my slighty grubby PJ trying to hide my slightly (only slightly) messy room.

almost had a orkward moment last night quite funny if you think about it. I am sitting in the lougne waiting for danel the warden to come in to lead worship and linda comes over to me with a fake text message saying i am otta here Imrans leading worship no need to say i got out of there pritty fast. it would of been orkward if i had gone through found out he was leading and left as i would have had to do.
but thats life I did have had a lovely eveing watching dvds and talking to the lads after worship was over.

I was sitting thinking about flying trees again i think that it would be quite cool if trees could fly then the brides would not have to leave home when they flew south for the winter although the robbins might get alittle anoyed since all the trees would have flown south fopr the winter i suppose they would still have the bushes though

urrg got so depressed last night you would not beleive and so tiered tusedays are a killer even without GNOMES (a grils night) we have this hole community resurch project comming up and i have nothing done for it i can only do so many things at a time and i have 5 other assimemnts due in before then which have to be done but i gess i will manige. The atmopher upstairs is dreadfull at the moment. sertain people are painting my name black and thats quite upsetting really but i console myself with the thought that all their lies will come crashing down apon them sonner or later.

weekends are great that is if you have time to relaxe. which i don't but seem to be able to manige okay haven't gotten as much done as i planed this weekend that is for sure.
but it was a good one all the same we were in church in the morning service (the older pathfinders group which i help lead do a full service once a mounth with a follow up lesson for the next week then we do another program for the other two weeks) then i went home and watched the horse wispera for my lunch breack and back to church were i eat chines and talked to one of my young people about what he was gonna do after school YCT the Older Youth fellowship group whatch Bruce Almighty on the projector they enjoyed that throughing sweets at each other and so on.

I hate cloths shopping everone know this i hate it I hate it I hate it. It takes to long and streeses me out when i can't find what i want. although i did get some nice jeans and a great goat as my one is falling to bits which is what i went out to get but it took me two hours. grrrrrg

such fun had a huge pillow fight was sent flying sevril times by ian who is very big and very strong and quite impressed that i stood up to him although i lost serverly. it went on for ages and ended in locking people in the kichen using a broom random things that we get up to at one in the morning although i really need to get more sleep

bit of a tirying day really thrusdays always is! but life must go on had christian beleifes this morning and still have a sence of blind panic when i think about that essay which is written but not sure if it is right. then soicolgy with steve which could not end soon anoth it was intesting but you get to 4:40 and just want to liy and let your head go. Then i ran down to central station you should be impressed it is a 20 min walk and cort the train the rough train had to get off back track and was finaly picked up to go to allens house for dinner and after the youth team meeting heart and soul sounds fab. heart and soul is a mission in Glasgow in the summer that we are getting invoved with needless to say that we'll be in tents which is great no sarcasum. must go as internet will turn off on me soon

today has been fun stuck in onse room fighting with an essay great. But i am winning so thats okay i should pass but only just.
Although i have been out of the building went into town with My friend Linda and got loo role and pacora from the kabab shop. was good we are planing to go to the cinama tonight if we get all our work done i am nearly there which is good going to find chocolate now.

For thoughs of you who don't know i am at ICC doing a BA in YOuth Work and Appliyed theolgy. which involves 20 hours a week placement work no exams but plenty of assiments one a week for the next mounth. It is a hard course but very challenging.

madness total madness
thats what life is
so for you all to keep up with my total madness I am writing this