something wanting

yes i know i haven't been as disligent with my blogging of late but i guess that must mean that i blog the important stuff and not just the dross. although i can never remember what i have and haven't bloged.
I am sitting here feeling rotten again the room is spinning but I refuse to submit i am going to do the work i have to do which includs the strat of three esay structures.
i had to miss the end of class yesterday but i started the forth essay stucture so thats okay.

my birthday on monday was heanvenly i got all i wished for and a lovley day with my boyfriend my dressing gown from mum was bril although i probley look stupid in it i love it!

we had a meeting about the detached youth work last night joy lead it and was so nervouse she did so well and i am really exsited about it.
was suposed to be going to school today but it was called off i am not sure why probley best as i am not very well and the room is spinning but i was looking forward to it and it would be nice to try something new.

almost church

well the bible class was okay neida my other leader had keys and the combination for the church found the money for brekie and we had quite a productive session the young people got quite into talking about shopping and how to be christians with our money.

but they have painted the church in the last week and the fumes were getting to me with two doors between me and the sancturay when i walked through the door it was like someone was sticking a knife into me head so i made sure everyone was alright and i came home. feel like i am slacking but i really don't want to spend my birthday in pain . will do some admin and stuff to make up for it.

random day

so have been in the lounge since 8a.m. waiting for a parcil that my step dad had surriedered up here which never arrived so feeling slightly unfulfiled and disgrunteled. although it hasn't been the least productive day ever i mean i got plenty of work done it has been alittle frustraiting being stuck in there when you feel like you can't leave.

problems to face tomorrow is that Catrinor still has my church keys so i can't into the building for bible class. I have no money so i can't get milk bread and so on for the breckfast in bible class and feeling slightly uninspired by my topic for bible class all in all tomorrow has the potental to suck.

dear God by children

sitting in the lougne with my laptop which Graham nicks and loads up this page it is very funny.
Children writing letter are funny.
But the wounder is is it really real or are they adults just trying to be kids.

confused

church this morning was okay joy was interveiwed for the church to meet her. i am having mine in two weeks which i think is alittle late as i will have been working there for 2 months by then *roles eyes*.
the meeting after was okay as well although I came out of it feeling confused and depressed because I got lost in what we were talking about we seem to be starting two diffrent groups for slightly diffrent purposes were we could start one that would fulfill both. i don't know though i am probley getting things wrong.
the big blether yesterday was intresting i don't think they could possibly have come close to acheiving their aims in having the session but i don't know.
the christian exerbision was good saw alot of people that i new even met one of the minsters that Gordon works with, which was fun.
also saw paul who i knew from the star project in my first year my goodness that boy can talk.
oh and a guy gave me a free copy of purpose driven life when i asked to borrow joys copy of it. it is all good.

happy in my security

well yesterday was to say the least alittle mad the first tuesday classes followed by the cards group followed by the coffee group both of which required me to have a sertain amount of possitive mental energy and since we got into some quite deep theological debates all my brain was needed to be in working order.

which ment i was in abit of a frazzeled and so grumpy mood when i got home and took it out on Gordon alittle oh well he should be able to take it. but have to work out a way of still being able to commuicate decently with people even after a long day.

today will be busy Joy andi have a artical for the church magizeen to write and a prayer letter before she is off to edingbough then i have a hole heap of reading to do for tomorrow have only gotten though the stuff for one class and silly me thats the afternoon class urk. Gordon is also comeing over in the afternoon but dumping me for better friends in the eveing it doesn't matter means i will have time to finish all the other things i should do today.

listening to redemption songs by jars of clay am feeling quite content it is such a good album if you have never listen to jars of clay then you should and if you havn't listend to this album you should it so much of a worship album.

was thinking about my sertanty of in the bible as one of the depates i got into last night was about its inpired nature and feeling quite confident in this one book which i think is quite exsiting. so anyone wanting to debate with me about the powerful word of God and his amazing self bring it on!

church meetings and cold afternoons

Church yesterday was okay although bible class was hard work. we hung about and sang worship songs wile we waited for chirs to cook his promised lunch for the church objectives meeting. which was nice although it ran over which annoyed Gordon who was waiting back at college it was a shame as we didn't get as much time together as we would have otherwise but such is life. we went for a walk about town which felt like winter and had some pub grub then came back and watched some west wing.

all bord

its been a wiles since i updated this so there is alot of stuff going on which i will put in breif

start back at college the introduction day and fellowship day were good although left the fellowship day halfway though.

leactures on thrusday were exerlant i really enjoyed them and am looking forward to tuesday.

got a meeting after church tomorrow and will be seeing Gordon after that so tomorrow will hopefully be a good day.

another random road trip

we were sitting around in the lougne talking to some of the new people when alison turned up and we went for a random road trip out of glasgow to a random pub by the sea to eat curly frys.
much fun. the newbies seem quite nice i cn see having a good year upstairs this year.