so have been sitting around doing my essay pritty much all day and got nearly half way through although had to make a mad dash into college to give linda a dvd that i forgot to give back to her on monday and she needed for the weekend.
and we (ant and i) went to the Mcdermids and Patons for tea which was nice although so many convosations was alittle confusing.

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bad films and pizza hit

so we completed our nice things yesterday and went to the pics to see consentime it was not good. my advice is that if you are going to go and see it don't.
then ant and i went to pizza hut were he promtly got ill and we had to come home but thats okay going to have a quite day in today. which gives me some time to finish steves essay and get onto the next one. oh what a fun life i do lead.

nice things

so life is pritty good although think my communication skills could do with work at the moment. youth team meeting was short and ended up with just Douige and me going over the stuff as for the frist half we had a meeting with the netherlee team which was really good.
today antony and i are invoved in sneeking around to do nice things for people but we can't say what as the people who the nice things are for read this blog. we may go to the pics again after have completed our tasks.

yay i am back

the computer all cleaned up go Gordon although had alittle coffufel getting all the stuff to work again like the internet but thats okay.
Antony is up which is the most fun although i have been ill for the last three days so we have just sat around and watched films.
it is not good that i have been ill though ment that i missed the youth service which sucks and all the easter celibrations grrrrr.
youth team meeting tonight it is all good honist

stupid computers

well my computer is bust which is why i haven't been blogging for the past few days. the daft thing got a virouse i thought i was all protected and yet it still got one. it is such a hassel would have gotten one of the three essays written by now if it haddn't died on me.
oh well it has been abit of a manic weekend went to the cinnima with Kat and Simon to see flight of the phenix which was okay if not the most amazing flim i have ever seen. the friday wrote 561 words of this essay in the morning and went to see my agency plcement in the afternoon thats gonna be fun.
then Gordon and I went out for a meal and drink with Linda Fox and some poeple from Gordons work couse linda got a new job that was fun although i don't understand why pubs that are not desighed for dancing in have the music up so load you can't hear what the person next to you is saying.
then saturday spent the morning handing out leflets the afternoon urled up on the couch with Gordon and the evening jumping up and down at the sentire gig which was great my boys are so talinted.
yesterday was the same old same old although had lunch at the minitsters house which was lovely. was so tired and so ill last night though fun fun fun.

yay

just sent my essay off to be printed one down 3 to go. But now on a role so the others will just follow on.
went to the college this morning but desided to come home after seeing Gordon to finish this essay and start the next one. so here i am going to turn the heating up for and start the next lot of reading.

Feeling Low

feeling pritty rubbish and have to do bible study tonight. went to the docs and he said for varous resions that my sleep problems would not really get much better until the next three months are over. So i am going to have to continue feeling tired and drained.
on the positive side he said that i have to pamper myself more take plently of time to rest and relax and focu on the things that make me feel good. I don't know how that fits in with the atturtud os servant hood that Christians are suposed to try for.
well better get ready for bible study clean house read stuff ect.

long day

the youth service went okay it was alittle stiff to begin with but once we relaxed it was okay.
was walking towards home and Gordon apears next to me and gives me a fright but that was okay although he did get strait back on the bus after borring something for his computer. such is life
then spent the rest of the day writting this essay which i have the first draft done for needs some more refrences and alittle more work in places but it is nice to get things done.
the YF which went well we did a bit of a bible study type session tonight which was good.
so tired now.

Jesus Christ Superstar among other things

So a very productive day yesterday just the break the trend. Got the program for this essay on ciriculam desine finshed wrote the introduction to the actual essay and got nearly half way through all the reading i have to do for it.
I also prepared for YF tonight and wrote a news letter for the church website. not bad really although yesterday was suposed to be my day off ooops.
then Gordon and I went out for a pub meal which was huge and then to the theater at quite a pace to see Jesus Christ Superstar with some poeple from his work. It was exserlant although the theolgy of the hole play is serously messed up.
then we got back to the college and fell asleep infront of minority report it was a good film what i saw of it.
getting up this morning was fun had been sleeping in kats room so the room was cold and i was tired and i just didn't want to do it. but its the youth service this morning which will hopfully be good.

its abit odd

isn't it funny how we put more and more presure on young people to do better in their exams and stuff than the young people who done them in the past. But when they do acheive more than the year before we complain that the exams must be getting easier.
we may be putting our young people in a lose lose situation.

the lovley sunset from last night 

beautiful sunset

the sky outside my window is amazing the blue turning to gold with pink clouds. God is so great.
it almost makes up for trying to write this essay all day. getting there though so thats okay.

God always meets us were we are at!!!

In reference to prayer life and as well as all the christian disiplines

God alwasy meets us where we are and slowly moves us along into deeper things. Occasional joggers do not suddenly enter an Olympic marathon. They prepare and train themselves over a period of time, and so should we. When such a progression is followed, we can expect to pray a year from now with greater authority and spiritual success than at present.

Richard Foster.

It is so incoriging that the greats started from were I am and God will help me move forward to be like the greats

curled up in a little ball

so woke up at 7 in the morning yesterday which is early and felt fine until i got to the kichen when i got really dizzy so spent the rest of the day on the couch not doing very much and feeling rotten.
but did get ready to write my essay today although not really feeling much better gonna get as much of it done this morning as i can.

tired, stresed and not well

this morning started out quite well but went down hill form there. frist Pat didn't turn up for our session she must have forgotten again. then my shopping didn't come and so i had to phone tesco and see what had happened and they haddn't booked my dillvery slot properly. oh well
i did some work and time ran away and i was meant to be meeting Gordon in town i missed the train. but it was okay.
we got a drink and i could not finish it so put it in my bag till we got to Drumchaple well it exsploded in my bag so everything is now sticky with apple juice.
the kids were okay tonight although coming down with something so the room was spinning during the second group but it was only going slowley so maniged.
although there was a little inserdent with some kids poring squash over each other and so the older group of the night had to be cut alittle short.
oh well off to bed now to is to late for me to be up anyhow.

college and drumchaple

well got to college this morning and had a good nater in the common room before i went upstairs and got my morning hug from Gordon.
class was good we had a really good disscusion in our history class about uniformed organisations and weather they were still relivant. think we desided that they still have a place but they are not as important as they used to be.

then helpt Gordon at drumchaple which was hard work but quite rewarding. really tired now though.

pulling teeth

well its not been a good day for gtting things done. although i didn't start of to badly as i got one of my refective reports done 1 down 3 to go.
then started to prepare for the evening group and failed in the middle and had to do something else.
the kids were not very reposive iver oh well you have to take the good with the bad i guess.
i have pottered around for to long tonight need to go to bed now.

Fun, Fun Fun

okay so sunday what a day. made mum some pancakes for mothers day which i think she enjoyed then she went and sorted out my bedroom. went into church which was good first time i have been in the service for months and months.
then we came home and put food on. Gordon came over to wave her off from the taxi. and that was that it was really good to see her.

then went and did the rehursal for the eve service we so need to practice more we did well considering how much practice we had but feel that the young people did not reach their potental which is a shame because when they do it is amazing.

no YF so Gordon and i came home and watched the telli. we walked to mount floidor station which is just as close as cathcart station and not back towards the church so you don't feel like your walking the same streach of road all the time.

some assembaly required

well we moved my house and tidied it up today which was useful couse i just don't see solutions to the cluter which i am quite comfortable with but obvolsy upsets other people. then we went into town and bought two new heaters for the flat and a unit for the the kichen which gives me more surface space to cook so good.

although discovered my screw divers were not good infact they brock pritty much instantly which ment putting the thing together was no picnic. but we maniged. it looks good.
oh and i finaly have some clip frams for my pictures so my walls will look nice soon :).

oprea

mum arrived this afternoon signifcantly late because there was ice on the run way at luton. but that just gave more time to clean. although she came through the door and said what a mess. never said i was neat i am clean.

then we went and met up with Gordon in and went to the chinna buffet king. and up to the theater royal to see semile which was good although not the best if it is your first time. it started in the form or an oritoreo and i though oh no no no no but it was okay by the first intervile they livened up.

look i can do titels now

still waiting for mum ice on the runway at luton means that her flight has been delayed. but on the positive side she is getting me an mp3 player in the shop there i am paying for it but it is less exspensive because it is duty free so thats good.
have cleaned the kichen which inclueded the oven which was gross.
going to do a quite time now and then some of the reading for this essay wile i am waiting for her to come. it is all good really it is.

mum comes today so have to clean arrrrrrrrrg. oprea tonight really looking forward to it.

want to screem or cry or something just can't do iver couse it hurts my head. its been a long long day today really should have just stayed in my bed. oh well it wasn't a total waist steves class was good and i got cought up on some of my prep in the afternoon class. then my evening meal was lovley.
had to go to cathcart baptise church couse kat had forgotten her bible there so found that and talked to chris the minister there for ages was saying all about the youth workers job and when they were going to interveiw and stuff. he was quite exsited.

had a really good One to One session with Pat this morning worked our way throught the frist two chapters of john and thought about who it showed us jesus was what the people around him were like as well.
then helta scelta into town and to Drumchaple with Gordon which was fun hard work but fun. so so so tired now though

long long long day today. although my alarm went off at the wrong time. well the right time for thursday but that makes things feel worse because i had to leave the house within ten minites.
it was snowing which didn't help.
class was dull this morning or at least i couldn't concentrait for most of it. so sat and did stuff on-line. then had lunch and class again this afternoon was good we were talking about addiction a lady from the phenics house thing came and talked to us it was really really good.
the went to Drumchaple with Gordon to help with his group it was good did the craft with the young people so quite a sudate evening but so so so tired.