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been quite a bissy day and abit mundain lots of paper work but SU and Disscusion group went well.
it was a pizza week this week in SU which gave me a great oppurtunity to have a good chat with the young people. we debated about the name of a sertain area of the north side of glasgow for quite a bit of it they won i guess they would being from around here.

disscusion group was good it was neils fist week but ped did turn up we had a great time with barry though and i think he enjoyed it.
had an intresting diagram on the bord drawe round barry it looked alittle like an alien bit concering really.

club

we had a good club tonight after working my way through the mountin of paperwork which i didn't even dent.
talked to young people did an okay drama session. although we had a minor accedent one of the boys was miming kicking a ball his shoe flew off and hit the light shade which shattered over me and the girl sitting next to me. we were fine it was just plasic it was very fnny though but the poor boy was mortifide.
one down side is that some kids come down and do not want to take part i always wounder why young people come to a optional group if they do not want to take part. it seems strange to me. i guess they just like to get the attention next week will act faster to sort them out as we didn't do half the stuff that i had planned.

all sorted

well my fees are all sorted although it means a few sacrifices for the next few months awww well whats that to getting my degree without fuss.
spent most of this morning filling out aplications for Jobs urg one that cat had shown me Gordon says that it looked silly last time he looked at it but that they may have changed it you never know. also phoned to chase up one of the informal interveiws that i have hurd nothing back from they said that they would get back to me soon that they had a meeting on Friday to decide if they wanted me to go onto the next level of interveiw scaryness.
i also visited the gym to re-join we not strathclyde gym this time but caladonion which apperntly is a better Gym thats according to neil. they are sertainly more welcoming and the lady that i spoke to said not to join then and there but to wait till the 4th when they were having a half price sale on membership. i will also get a routeen made up for me which is how i work best really so thats good. looking forward to toning up again feeling pritty pants about the way i look at the moment.
I know that people out there will be saying but your not fat Em and my answer to that is yes but i dont want to be either and i am heading down that slippery slope of too much choclate and not eough exersize.
nothing much else of note happend today oh well.

implod

i am sitting in class and my head wants to implod so that i don't try and squeese any other information ithat i don't really understand into it. how i am going to write this essay i don't know.
SRG was crazy last night tryed to do circus skills with them and bedlem insued fun fun fun.

we do get to continue to use the hole though which is a good thing and a bad thing at the same time.

lots of meeting tonight what fun i hope the internet keeps working but it is unlikley.

internet grrrrrr

well the internet has been off all weekend again grrrrrr i guess i didn't really need it but it is just frustraiting we have a hole conspiracy theory going that they are purposfully turning the internet off outside office hours. but we are not sure why they would be doing this.

yesterday was nice went to martyrs in the morning and kept singing out of time because the tempo was so slow and the music so quite. and then Gordon came over so happy to see him we went and got food at tiso and walked down to glasgow green where we sat and enjoyed the sun and talked it was lovley. wish he didn't have to leave so early though. spent the rest of the night watchin er

fees

just been on-line to pay my fees or at least most of them will have it all sorted when i get paid roles eyes.

going to a late easter tonight quite lookinf forward to it but it is with people i don't know very well so alittle nervouse.

interveiw scaryness 4

had another interveiw yesterday and boy it was horrid horrid and horrid the way they had set out the room was really not helpful and the fact that the commitee was all male was not the best. i suspect and this is only a guess that they employed a male. i know they havn't employed me as they let me know that afternoon which was good although hate rejections of any description Gordon was actualy hoping i wouldn't get it he said this morning since it was quite far away. still not much fun sitting here woundering how much more of this stuff i am going to have to go through before i actualy find the Job that God wants me to do for the next few years i know it is out there somewhere or at least will be but i really wish he would hurry up so that i can stop feeling so so so insecure all the time.
James 1:2 James 1:2 just gotta keep remebering it :)

maddness camp and more maddness

camp we great although there were lots of things that could have gone better but thats the hole point of a placement.

my part went okay again lots of things could have gone better like the fact that we could have done more to make the young people feel secure.

what i was really pleased with was the Labriynth it worked really well and the young people used it. infact some of the young people who were the hardest to work with were in there the fastest and using it really well. God is Good as they say and i am glad that i had made the effort to do it properly.

lots of issues in the week had my first trip to the hospital ever with young people. who were petrifide i think partly because they was very little really wrong with them but also it was quite a frightening exsperance having to go to the hospital with relitive strangers. we managed.

felt alittle like a spare wheel for a lot of the camp though wasn't quite sure what my role was for the day time but fitted in found things to do to make things go esayer hope it worked think i did okay though.

so tired when i got back and didn't really stop when i got home was supposed to meet with a young person in the morning or sat but she didn't come then Gordon came round and we impromtunly went out for tea with some of the first years. went to see v for vendeta and were so tired.
then the next day we got up early and went to go to one of Gordons friends church to see their grandson dedicated we got lost ended up walking miles and completely missing the service saw John C though which was nice.
then hada sandwige in town and went over to edingbough where i sleept on Gordons bed for a wile and we went out to this thing in the ushurs hall and for tea a jimmy chungs with some ladys from Gordons work.
was so ill by the end of the day that one of the ladyes gave me a bed for the night spent the next day with Gordon again but mainly asleep felt so tired and ill.
missed the bus home but someone gave me a lift which was such a blessing.

college was just as hectic but want go into all that basicaly class docs class meeting young person the buy him a bible very exsiting Gordon turned up and went out for tea with one of the first years who needed to ofload.

myers briggs again and other camp stuff

dragged myself out of bed today which was not a pritty sight but worth it in the end did myers briggs with a proper person not on a computer website. she exsplained a lot of it and it makes loads of sense INFJ is what i came out as which also made loads of sense.

then ran around for a long wile getting stuff ready for craft it is all alittle bit of a blur at the moment. still have loads to do so had better get off msn and get sorted
urrrg

insain

been abit of a mad day today urg
went out with joy neil and cat to talk about the situation in st rolloxs (who are pulling out fo the project for the moment) whats gonna happen how it happend that sort of thing. we had becon roles it was nice
then came back and did some prep for camp still have heaps to do
went down and talked to neil for a wile then joy and cat came back from visiting perants needing help so we all piched.
neil took me out to broxburn to get some things for Gordon it was a nice drive very chilled out.

bad news i found out that my best friend dan has lost his hearing for good very sad meningitis is a orfel desease.

went to my self help group this morning it was okay then went to the bank have the aim to tidy my room clean my bathroom and get a proper to do list done for camp. :-)

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'my life'

ouch have been waking up with a mirgrain pritty much every morning this week they are getting better at the day goes on but i don't know it is all very annoying if you ask me.
the worry is that i will be living on syndole for camp which is not much fun and i am looking forward to camp grrrrrrrr.
went to broxburn yesterday it was a lovley day dispite being tired and headaky we went for a long walk and watch wallice and grommit. although Gordon put wd40 on my face which i was not impressed with if i get spots he will pay!
then helpt out at a youth night of his last night which was probley not the best idea for me but ho hum if we do not make mistakes in this life we are not really living are we.
church this morning was intresting but feel asleep in the middle eeeek don't feel so bad neil started snoring later at least no one noticed me falling asleep.
neil and cat took me out to lunch which was lovley :). now going to sleep for a bit.