had a hard day yesterday after i took Holly home got very depressed and low just felt rubbish. In more ways than one tired ill and discouriged in genral.
genraly had that horrible feeling that I am useless and that everthing I do is pointless.
So was not in much of a mood to do youth cafe last night. which did not start well as we got there and the building had been set up for church not condusive to playing silly games. It got better though and i got to play the daft games which releived some of depression.
Then this morning we had communion and i was struk by how bitter i have alowed myself to become it was something that came up in conversation before as well. So I have given that up to the lord and feel so much better you would not believe.
Anyway it is brill how God works with us to sort out our problems some people think that they it would be better if God just zaped these things into oblivion but i think that it is much better that he makes us work through them otherwise we never learn from them.