Saturday, November 12, 2005

coffee and pancakes

i went to lindas coffee morning this morning was hurendously late partly because i had some horrid dreams about zombies last night felt like i was in dawn of the dead eeek and so feel back to sleep when i had intended to get up and go. also got alittle lost and couldn't find the church. but all was well and Linda seemed to be quite blessed by me going. i also bought one of her personaly decorated christimas barballs very pleased i am getting quite a colletion of christmas decorations.
we are going to the pics in a bit to see wallice and gromit and one other film. feeling alittle overwhelmed by work and stuff at the moment it is almost as if i should not be having a life outside of work and College feeling so guilty about taking time for myself and most of that is tacken up with going to see Gordon which although it is important and i long for it all the time i still need time to myself i guess and i think i may be suffering from not providing myself with that. although things are better now i am going to the gym three times a week so really life is good.

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