Youth band Practice went really well today Jan martindal came and sorted them all out. so it actualy really did go well.
although am currently missing the praise service which was tonight so that i can deal with caterlyst and going out with everyone tonight. sounds alittle messed up i know but i am guessing that I serve God better when i am happy and i get really, really, really upset when i feel like i am missing out on stuff my friends are doing. So i have done all the things that my youth work requires of me today which also means that i can take time to be with friends and hopfully that will lift me out of this dark pit, that i have let myself fall into, or it will at least help lift me.