split the wellies and the spirit

just back from clan sooooooooooooooooooooooo tried but it was great.

my wellies brock on the first day but not bothered because it was sunshin all the week prity much.

had a lot of really good times with god learned loads and have loads of things to put into practice next year which was great. also had loads of good times with my young people as well as a few more rocky times particuly at 1:30 in the morning hehehehe

particuly want to investigate the prohphetic more this year and getting more of that gift of the spirit to bless people with. that was what alot of my clan was about.

of course there was alot more than that just lets say it was amazing i may write more about in the next few days when i am less tired

whats with the denticed

i have just spent the last few days trying to find an nhs dentice with in a 30 mile radious of perth that will take me on as a patent and couldn't have phoned everyone in the phone book. some would not take me because i was to far away butt even so am cross that there does not seem to be any dentice anywhere that has room.


other news the fun day went okay could have been better but could have been worse it could have rained but we could have done with more people but we have the next one soon and i am actualy quite looking forward to the next one but see how i feel the week before the event.

been nervouse

its the fun day tomorrow and i am feeling so nervouse there arn't enough people why are not all the church coming i don't get it.

it will be okay i hope it i will be good but i do know it will be okay so that will have to do for today going to go down the the church later and get as much organised for tomorrow that i can before hand

had fiona and the kids (the missionary we worked with in Albainia) staying this week its been good but i am very tired from it. they went on yesterday and will be back next week but i will be in clan for most of that bit of their visit.

reflection

have spent my afternoon reflecting on my work which is hard work being honist with yourself seeing the good and the bad and working out where the improvments are to be made.

i have sevril things to do but there you go you can always improve.

paul said that you should look at yourself with sober judgment so i have been on a personal level as well. its not fun.

yay

yay just booked the flights to curfu come aug linda and i will be winging our way out to see sprios at the RC hotel. am soooooo excited i cannot wait forget the work between now and then i don't care i just want to be on the plan!!!!!

woosh gone

saw gordon yesterday it was okay and thats that stuff is exchanged and we have had our last convosation. i feel sad but then i know its right we really should have done it before now. still griving over my lost hopes and dreams though.

Table tenise group this morning was good its really funny am actauly not bad at this sport lol.

got to go and get a load of stuff for the sunday summer school in a bit but really limited with the inthusasum

wooop

have had a epic journy over the last few days. but the first thing first the youth service went well there is stuff to improve on but it was really great.

and labelless went really well in the night as well.

i went home on monday which was hard work but was good because somehow managed to cut it down by and hour and a half and what with text convos ipod and books i was fine.

we watched ps i love you and eat fish and chips which was nice i think that book is deff better than the film but the film is deff good.

then up to lester for this interveiw which was not really an interview more an induction and question asking session because i am in although they could not find my referances which they will have to do before it becomes completely offical but they said that was just a formaility.

deadly excited.

strange exsperance

i went to the station to get my tickets for monday its really nice to think that i will see my family on monday night even if it is breifly. and i am so excited about this interview on tuesday and strangly i do not feel that nervouse i mean i am nervouse but i feel confident that i will get in so thats good.

but to my strange exserance i cut through the hotel i know naughty but i was feeling lazy. and i walked past a group of ladies all dressed in french maids costumes well i thought must be a hen party going on there was another group in the foya as well i though thats strange they are all in exsatly the same outfit. then went and sorted out my travel. when i came back there where at least 200 women in the foua and hallway of the hotel all dressed in french maid costumes i should have just walked round the hotel becuase i got stuck halfway to the door for about 5 minits in the press of bodies but while i was there i asked one of the french maids what was going on and it was a ann summers party lol so i have now been to a ann summers party even if it was agenst my will.

excited

i have an interview with the demonford uni to see if i am going to do my masters there. next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't wait i so hope it all works out will need to start looking for funding soon if it does i can't wait to get started.

Frenzy

frenzy yestersay was awsame. got to see old YP and got to hang out with current YP got chat to friend and best of all got to worship all day.

there where down sides of course but great day have been very happy and God did some work on my life and atturtudes to it great.

upset

so sad i missed the last buddies group and no one told me it was done for the year.so went up to the school today and found out.
sigh well next year will be good.

bigger home

well it came this afternoon hate parcil force they never tell you the time that they will come so you have to wait in all day for them but it came.

my girls have a bigger cage now and they are very happy they have been jumping round it since i put them in. the good thing about it is that it is very big but that it folds flat :)so will be easy to move when i move on.

although it was flipping hard to put together so i am glad that bit is done now.

whats really nice is that i can see them playing now.

great day

i have had a fabby day went down to my communications course this morning which went really well we had a debate about binge drinking which was very fun i really like debates it turns out.
then was late to meet holly which ment that i missed her but waited outside borders on the off chance she would come back. and she did. which was smashing

we went and had itchi-ban which was delious as useal she had susi and i had chicken ramon soup yum and we had a long convo about Gordon and me braking up. actualy i don't think i have mentioned that yet but Gordon and i decided to take a brake a month ago which was why i went home could not work am of course devistasted that we are not going to get back together but also at peace with this decision that i have made. brocken hearts can mend and there are plenty more fish in the sea. anyway once we got that out of the way we went to visit brideal shops which was most exsiting i have never been in one and its great to be close friends with a bride so that i could see one or two well maybe three plus monsoon bhs accsesorise and so on. while we were going round she asked me to be one of her bridsmaids i am so excited about that i cannot wait.

finaly we ended up in starbucks and made up a fantasy man for me he is tall dark toned with stunning blue eyes like elja wood and irish. oh and perfect in every way does not annoy me and suppirses me with flowers chocolates and random stuff like that. this is what friends are for!

muller light frozen

loving muller light banana yogart just like good icecream and fat free yay

you just put it in the freza and stire it after the first 20 min and the every 10 minits soooooo good

full week

getting ready for my first full week of work. quite excited got some really great ideas for the summer and the rest of the term. so its going to be good.

church yesterday was really good last sunday of the month so the S1-3s come out with me during the service to chat about God and applying his word to their lives. there was only one young person in that group this week so it was alittle differcult.

then went over to someones house for lunch played with their kids (had a bit of a make-over hummmm) and then read my book in the back garden in the sun. very very nice

today been cleaning sorting out books to go to the charity shop and the spare room so that it will be ready for my future room mate to move into it which i am really looking forward to.

APB on God

A couple had two little boys, ages eight and ten, who were excessively mischievous.

The two were always getting into trouble and their parents could be confident that if any mischief occurred in their town, their two young sons were involved in some capacity. The parents were at their wit's end as to what to do about their sons' behavior.

The parents had heard that a clergyman in town had been successful in disciplining children in the past, so they contacted him, and he agreed to give it his best shot. He asked to see the boys individually, so the eight-year-old was sent to meet with him first. The clergyman sat the boy down and asked him sternly, "Where is God?"

The boy made no response, so the clergyman repeated the question in an even sterner tone, "Where is God?"

Again the boy made no attempt to answer, so the clergyman raised his voice even more and shook his finger in the boy's face, "WHERE IS GOD?"

At that, the boy bolted from the room, ran directly home, and slammed himself in his closet. His older brother followed him into the closet and said, "What happened?"

The younger brother replied, "We are in BIG trouble this time. God is missing and they think we did it!"

g4g

this is a great radio station and i know one of the people who present i feel all fluffy

baby steps

went to my first councleing session this morning

it was really good i think it may really help to go through this process.

going back to work tomorrow looking forward it although feeling slightly worried about it as well i am sure i have so much to do but i am not sure where i will need to start.

back in perth

i am back in perth
came up last night
feeling okay still a bit delicate but okay.
i had a really good talk with mum when i was home and have come to some conclusions about my future that where not easy to come to but will be for the best in the long run.

but all in a lovley week saw aron dan and genny which was lovley went and saw the boat which was funny because the cover had not kept the water out because the mast was not up so the boat had filled with water.
i think mum might send the boat up to me which will be sooooo good so now i have to go and have a look and see how much it will cost to keep it here yay excited

comfort

its lovley to know that there is a place you can go even when you are feeling really really rubbish and it will cheer you up.

one of the best things about being home is going to church now i am not saying i don't love gateway because i do. but i am saying that for me gateway pales into insignificants when it come to the mission. its so nice to come home and see all the old face hear about their lives and tirles and see that things don't change all that fast after all. its also really nice to go into a building where you arn't exspected to do anything or be anything which of coiurse cannot be the case when you go into any church regulay and is probley why the missionb has such a rose tinted glow about it.
there was a visiting preacher today which was very nice talking about ephisans and about being set aside for God and living a joined life with the holy spirit how he sets us apart. as if we where engaged the promis of better things to come in the future.

went bowling with ant and claire this afternoon which was nice but am now abit bord and very very frustraited

we are having a bbq later which will be nice even if it will not help with the furstration thats really nothing to do with my family or being home.