comfort

its lovley to know that there is a place you can go even when you are feeling really really rubbish and it will cheer you up.

one of the best things about being home is going to church now i am not saying i don't love gateway because i do. but i am saying that for me gateway pales into insignificants when it come to the mission. its so nice to come home and see all the old face hear about their lives and tirles and see that things don't change all that fast after all. its also really nice to go into a building where you arn't exspected to do anything or be anything which of coiurse cannot be the case when you go into any church regulay and is probley why the missionb has such a rose tinted glow about it.
there was a visiting preacher today which was very nice talking about ephisans and about being set aside for God and living a joined life with the holy spirit how he sets us apart. as if we where engaged the promis of better things to come in the future.

went bowling with ant and claire this afternoon which was nice but am now abit bord and very very frustraited

we are having a bbq later which will be nice even if it will not help with the furstration thats really nothing to do with my family or being home.