great day

i have had a fabby day went down to my communications course this morning which went really well we had a debate about binge drinking which was very fun i really like debates it turns out.
then was late to meet holly which ment that i missed her but waited outside borders on the off chance she would come back. and she did. which was smashing

we went and had itchi-ban which was delious as useal she had susi and i had chicken ramon soup yum and we had a long convo about Gordon and me braking up. actualy i don't think i have mentioned that yet but Gordon and i decided to take a brake a month ago which was why i went home could not work am of course devistasted that we are not going to get back together but also at peace with this decision that i have made. brocken hearts can mend and there are plenty more fish in the sea. anyway once we got that out of the way we went to visit brideal shops which was most exsiting i have never been in one and its great to be close friends with a bride so that i could see one or two well maybe three plus monsoon bhs accsesorise and so on. while we were going round she asked me to be one of her bridsmaids i am so excited about that i cannot wait.

finaly we ended up in starbucks and made up a fantasy man for me he is tall dark toned with stunning blue eyes like elja wood and irish. oh and perfect in every way does not annoy me and suppirses me with flowers chocolates and random stuff like that. this is what friends are for!

muller light frozen

loving muller light banana yogart just like good icecream and fat free yay

you just put it in the freza and stire it after the first 20 min and the every 10 minits soooooo good

full week

getting ready for my first full week of work. quite excited got some really great ideas for the summer and the rest of the term. so its going to be good.

church yesterday was really good last sunday of the month so the S1-3s come out with me during the service to chat about God and applying his word to their lives. there was only one young person in that group this week so it was alittle differcult.

then went over to someones house for lunch played with their kids (had a bit of a make-over hummmm) and then read my book in the back garden in the sun. very very nice

today been cleaning sorting out books to go to the charity shop and the spare room so that it will be ready for my future room mate to move into it which i am really looking forward to.

APB on God

A couple had two little boys, ages eight and ten, who were excessively mischievous.

The two were always getting into trouble and their parents could be confident that if any mischief occurred in their town, their two young sons were involved in some capacity. The parents were at their wit's end as to what to do about their sons' behavior.

The parents had heard that a clergyman in town had been successful in disciplining children in the past, so they contacted him, and he agreed to give it his best shot. He asked to see the boys individually, so the eight-year-old was sent to meet with him first. The clergyman sat the boy down and asked him sternly, "Where is God?"

The boy made no response, so the clergyman repeated the question in an even sterner tone, "Where is God?"

Again the boy made no attempt to answer, so the clergyman raised his voice even more and shook his finger in the boy's face, "WHERE IS GOD?"

At that, the boy bolted from the room, ran directly home, and slammed himself in his closet. His older brother followed him into the closet and said, "What happened?"

The younger brother replied, "We are in BIG trouble this time. God is missing and they think we did it!"

g4g

this is a great radio station and i know one of the people who present i feel all fluffy

baby steps

went to my first councleing session this morning

it was really good i think it may really help to go through this process.

going back to work tomorrow looking forward it although feeling slightly worried about it as well i am sure i have so much to do but i am not sure where i will need to start.

back in perth

i am back in perth
came up last night
feeling okay still a bit delicate but okay.
i had a really good talk with mum when i was home and have come to some conclusions about my future that where not easy to come to but will be for the best in the long run.

but all in a lovley week saw aron dan and genny which was lovley went and saw the boat which was funny because the cover had not kept the water out because the mast was not up so the boat had filled with water.
i think mum might send the boat up to me which will be sooooo good so now i have to go and have a look and see how much it will cost to keep it here yay excited

comfort

its lovley to know that there is a place you can go even when you are feeling really really rubbish and it will cheer you up.

one of the best things about being home is going to church now i am not saying i don't love gateway because i do. but i am saying that for me gateway pales into insignificants when it come to the mission. its so nice to come home and see all the old face hear about their lives and tirles and see that things don't change all that fast after all. its also really nice to go into a building where you arn't exspected to do anything or be anything which of coiurse cannot be the case when you go into any church regulay and is probley why the missionb has such a rose tinted glow about it.
there was a visiting preacher today which was very nice talking about ephisans and about being set aside for God and living a joined life with the holy spirit how he sets us apart. as if we where engaged the promis of better things to come in the future.

went bowling with ant and claire this afternoon which was nice but am now abit bord and very very frustraited

we are having a bbq later which will be nice even if it will not help with the furstration thats really nothing to do with my family or being home.

got her half stone award today

i have finaly lost half a stone i feel so much thiner these days its great. i can see my target whight actualy getting reached now.
Slimming World is really really great

biker girl

been riding round the park for the last hour its funny seeing people over and over again as you go round and round. but very nice all in.

its a lovley sunny day outside which is good

e:ngage

felt jaided after church this morning so was not looking forward to e:ngage but it turned out that god was going to talk to me alot through it. which was great feeling very low as i am. god is amazing thats all there is to say

not a bad day all concidered

very tired but its been an okay day. the communications course this morning was bearable although chris was not able to make our coffee and chat after so i just headed up and meet up with Josh and Rachel which was very nice. they fed me and got really worried it was to spicy but it was okay.
had a nice chat

now am at home bit bord but have baileys and the first dics of season two of house so its not all bad

a minor mirical

relised something this morning which is quite exciting really well not for anyone else but for me it is brill.

i can't eat as much chocolate as i used to i used to be able to eat as much as was avalible. now i can't i have been cutting down for since i started this diet but over the last week lots of chocolate has been avalible and i have not eaten it all in one go it has lasted and lasted which is sooooo good.

okay not the most exciting post in the world but their you go when things are hard we have to take pleasure in the little things in life

challenge is over

well i found my cousin but she has made it clear she wants nothing to do with me. I don't really get why but there you go.

its a hard enough time at the moment anyway great upheavel and misary are going on in my life so it may be not a bad thing.

challange

i have been issued a challege today. to find my cousin and get in contact with her. right i have loads and loads of cousins but all of them are important and this one has disapeared. she was tacken into foster care when she was a little girl and has cut off all communication with our family since. now i think this is because she has quite negative memories of her time going into foster care and its too hard to be in contact with some of us.

but my family thin that if anyone is going to get her to talk to them its me. i am not so sure. but we shall see it would be good to know how she was doing so we shall see.

success in the classroom

well at least i think it was a success.

lead a revision disscussion class on creationisum today which went really well although had a few inital hiches like the projector not being able to conncet up to my computer so i could not use the powerpoint or video clips that i had prepared the young people had enough questions to keep us going for a while.

a near perfect weekend

Gordon and i have just spent an really lovley few days together. we oringonly where going to go up to avimuir and spend a few nights in a b and b but that did not work out but i actualy think what we did do was much better anyway.

Gordon planned a hole host of activertiese and did not tell me what they where until we were there. which was really good fun for me i hope it was for him.

first we went to dundee and the theater and saw a really great play called the wall about a load of glawigan kids on their summer holls it was soooooo funny i would highly recomend it.

then the next day we spent the day in st andrews we tryed to fly kites although it was not windy enough so much hilarity insued. then we went to the aquirum and looked at the fish which was supprisingly good. we also went to the castle it was free that day which was really good. they have a mine and countermine where a sieghing army tryed to under mine the castle to breack in which we went down. was quite freacked out by the exsperance really it was very small and damp down their very closterphibic but also very cool.
we went to the cathedral as well and up to the top of the tower thing very good.
finaly we eat fish and chips looking out over the ocen which was lovley.

then we came back to the flat and watched ratitue also really good fun.

today we went into edingbugh and to the gallery to see the warder choice exerbision which was really good and sat in the park.

we also found the theater that we are going to tomorrow night to see dads play.

i am so sorry that it has had to end soooo soon but then the good things can't last forever i guess.

back from the north

been to see my lovley Erica the last few days which was so fabby.

talked for ages about everything went out for lunch to a shortbread factory yesterday which was very nice (didn't have any shortbread) and played Phas10 with her friends in ellel and their lovley baby i lost so but it was a good game.

then went for a nice long walk this morning before i had to leave to go home.

the drive there and back was amazing!!!! so beautiful you could honistly cry. driving through the snow on the moutains and so on.

ups and downs

had a really nice day yesterday church was good and went out with the YP to Pizza Hut made cards. trying to sell some on ebay not going amazingly well but then i have never been amazing at selling things. persentational skills not been my strong point. but i think i am getting better.

had a bit of a stress this morning but its okay now and am sitting watching life on mars and with so chocolate buttions and my lap top. which is good gonna clean later and give this place a good going over so that when the new term start i will get head start with keeping it clean.

can't wait for the end of the week though going to see Erica and going away with Gordon :)

fuzzy brain syndorm

okay i am just back from a day conferance on house churches and trying to start a new exspersion of church within our comunites in scotland. feeling a little over whelmed but i am sure my brain will put off the new info into it place sometime soon.

it was a very good forum though enjoyed the day.


Gordon is back from camp yay but does not look like we are going to see that much of each other until the weekend sigh never mind.

btw Conratuations Hannah and Dyl on your Engagments :-) (-: