it never seems to end

just had a few very hard days infact a very hard week. the room is spinning currently which is not good and had a high tempterture last night.
i think it must be the end of term i am so tired i could quite happly curl up and go to sleep for a month was praying this morning that Jesus would come back just so i didn't have to cope any more guess i should really have taken today off ill but they finaly got round to interveiwing me in the church so thats over and done with only have been working there four months.
we have caturlyst tonight as well which i had forgotten about but i have one more week to survive with as much grace as possible (that is not losing my temper getting oveerly stressed and not getting drasticly ill) then i go home admitadly not the most restful of place but well sometimes a change is as good as a rest and i am looking forward to seeing my brothers.
yesterday was good although i spent most of it asleep on gordons bed not well i don't know. but it is nice that that is somthing i can be around him in a way not having to put a brave face on stuff all the time is what makes us work. went to see narnia which was just like i emangined it from the books was so pleased. not pleased to leave Gordon at the bus stop though i hate leaving but i guess you have to leave to have to exsitment of coming back. looking forward to next saturday which is when i am next seeing him for definate.