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think it is time to get remotivated and go back to the gym am feeling soooo low at the moment due to the lack of fullfilling things to do and Gordon has been bugging me about it for weeks which although i hate it is wright.
yesterday was dull for the most part went to this meeting at st rolloks about the kids club that will start to run soon which was good i like the minister there which i guess is good as i have a year of working with him.
refelcting on how strange it is to be doing this job for a year and then taking off again hate the idea of finding a job so so so much could cry every time i think of it espeshaly when i think of the interveiw side of the hole thing.
might go and play cards with Chris and Kenny this afternoon not sure how i feel about the cards part of it but it will be nice to start to get to know the poeple i will be working with alittle better. Chris and I had a great chat about Terry prachett last night finaly another fan.