college

college was hard work. basiclay didn't stop as i was running round during the first breck joined in with a meeting about what is good and bad about the course for the exsternal examinors which was intresting.
then the second break was not really long enough and the mean lecturer didn't give us the last break and ran over the end of class.
went to see Kingdom of heaven on my own it was dull but i have seen it now there really isn't much on at the pics at the moment.
came home and felt suddenly really insecure which i think had been building up from sunday when Imran turned up at church were he should not be. Gordon was no real help when i phoned him to try calm myself down. did not sleep well.