another long day

so wake up this morning after a day of feeling very very low with one exspetion but i still can't talk about that. felt better labor won which felt very pleased about even if it is not the best win that they have ever had. then Gordon phones me and says that Kat is very unwell and that i should come in to college and keep her company wile she went to the doctors. which was okay.
then went to goven hill and did circus skills which was good fun the kids were really responded well and were so pleased when they acheived things although i wish i had had more leaders who new what they were doing so that i could concetrait on single young people more. next week will do it one thing at a time.
i am so tired now and so low again i want to curl up in a little ball and sleep but it is far to early. pray for me.