left the prayer day early as it just all got to much and watched the butterfly effect which is a really good film then came home cooked my food and sat filling in silly forms as i had gotten my post this morning not very profoun really my life at the moment am feeling quite stressed. not somthing that can be totaly dealt with till i finaly move into my flat and don't feel like i am being watched 24/7 but thats enough complaining for now