head hurts again. so stressed you would not beleive.
just had a very long meeting were we acheived very little oh well such is life. and i feel like my hole day is gone.
starting to get reading for next year arn't i organised pat on the back for self hehe. going home now have bacon butty and chips yay.

Genny and I on Dans bed the other day.  

hehe i have just worked out how to put pictures on my blog. hehe

Me 

have moved into my new house yay mostly unpacked just a few bits and bobs to put away. only down side is that my dovay is in college but i can manage untill monday when i am going in anyhow or even tuesday when we have a meeting there.
it is really nice here although it is a bit strange it being so quite.

in pain and in glasgow the two arnt linked. pain from riding ouch using mussels that have all faided to nothing. and in glasgow cose thats were i am.
got shoes this morning yay love Rushden best place for cheap shows in the shops they would have cost about £50-60 but in the factory only £20 love Rushden so much went into church to see the lunch club team it was nice see some famila faces then got a lift to the airport. now am moving house tomorrow my life it is all go isn't it. there is another cehlie (could someone tell me how to spell this dratted dance thing we do) yay

going riding tonight yay havn't been riding for almost a year so it is going to course me much pain and suffering.
just squwerted an oringe down my nice wight top pants that means i smell nice but have slobish stanes all over my frount most anying will have to change. bit bord to be honist.

just been hanging out with my old school friends Dan and Gen it was great fun as always.
these are the only people i am still in touch with from school so that make hanging out even better.
had a bit of a dull day read alot invaided the attic have desided that i i can't actualy take all the things that i wish to this time but such is life tomorrow going to hang with mum who is tacking a day of specialy for me. yay

I am home yay

ouch have a migrain (and anyone who ses why re you on the computer will be shot because such things cannot affect the running of my day to day life they will not not again not ever)
but had a really good bible study with the quiter members of the group as the louder members had better things to do. hummmmmm
now going to JYF yay and sleep will be home tomorrow

ceilhe last night was great everone had a real go love dancing with other people who truly do not now what they are doing.
although we had a bit of an emotional mo with one of the boys who was feeling ignored in the group which was actulay quite a resonable feeling since he was sort of being left out but no more than is normal for someone who is hanging out with a closely nit group when they don't normaly hang out with them.
bissy day again. church was the prmotion service and so all the kids lead it which was great. we sang old favs like shine jesus shine and my God is so big. but cheese on acasion can be quite nice.
then strait from that to the sunday school outing at a sort of farm place were we had a tractor ride and got to hold bunnyes great.
ears are rining not actulay sure why not listened to any load music resently hummmm.

draged myself out of bed this morning to help with the rest of the move but got their to find that there were so many people in the flat that you could bearly move ended up in th ministers hose looking at a couch for my flat which will be ready for me next sat yay.
came home and have been getting on with stuff am not having a convo with my cousen and brother which is abit pointless should get on with prep and so forth but have lost all motavation to go back up the stairs. last Amrican thing tonight Ceileh yay they are always fun.

Had the strangest dream last night. was going into this strange youth club and i somehow went from the door were an old lady met me to the ladyes toliet were one of my young people was giving herself a tatoo. which i told her to stop because the toliet was not a clean anoth place to do that in. she started shouting and the old lady come in and started throwing tranquilser darts at us one got me in the leg and i started to fall over then she threw another one at me and finished me off. the next thing that happend was that i was ontside on a strecher asking if my young person was okay. someone called andy from downstairs which woke me up sort of glad that i did not find out how the yp was really lucky it was only a dream. how strange is my brain.

spent all day helping one of my young people to move hose will be doing the same tomorrow as well but today was really good because me and said yp just hung out and put china on shelves all day and read about big brother fights which were horrid.
One of the reasons this was a really good thing to do today was because this young person and i never really clicked before but we found loads of stuff to talk about and plenty of common ground.
Steve (one of the YPs i am staying with) has just come in and messed my hair up most vexing.
have ayouth team meeting now yay.

the computer hates me really it does everytime i sit down to do any work it turns itself off or crashes. although Andy has been messing around with it today and it seems to be working okay at the mo we will see how long it lasts.
The hole flat situation is finaly at a stage were i can start to think about moving it infact have already packed up my non essental stuff yay. I am also going home next tuesday yay so lots of good things to come in the coming week can't wait.
The Amrican visit is going well we had our fellowship night last night at church and they are a lovely bunch we are going to netherlee church tonight for a simila thing all good.

I have just had the most wonderful weekend that I can remember for a long time. That's because God has been totally there all the way through and giving me lots of wonderful messages. Putting this into words is truly hard. I have been going through a really dry patch when it comes to my faith. But God started talking to me on Friday about getting back in touch with him then again on Saturday. Then finely last night was amazing wonderful God is so Great I went up for prayer at caterlyst and the two people who prayed for me just got it so right their prayer was so spot on. They named all the things I have been struggling with all the things that have been hurting me recently. And throught them God assured me that he was going to work through all the things and that I did not have to struggle with them on my own it such a weight has lifted it is great. He was even talking to me through the rather rushed thought for the week I write for my young people 'Freedom' was this weeks theme.

How wonderful How marvelous
Is the God of Heaven
Brining Healing forgiveness
wonderful Love

yep am stuffed full again. not a plesant feeling infact feeling alittle sick on it went for sunday lunch at the Mance which of corse was as always lovely but very filling.
i was sitting in communion this morning reflecting on why i like my church and why i like Cathcart Trinity and why i like going to Glasgow Elem (which may lose favor still but have enjoyed it the last two times). The conclusions was that I like Cathcart because they are very reflective and prayerful, I like Elem because they are lively and happy and I like the Mission because they have elements of both. i did not feel as fullfilled when i was only getting the reflective side of worship and i guess i would not be happy if it were the other way round. So like when eating food it is good to have a balence in worship. Don't really want to go into the down side of all three churches i do that far to much it is good to be were i am :-)

my life have eaten so much think i may exspode.
but lets start abit further back went to college yesterday and the by by upstairs people party which was nice then Holly Abie and I went to the Cehli club which was closed because the bad didn't go sob. so after a great deal of walking around we went to the beer cafe instead i had never been there befor it was cool. then we went and found Gorden and his mates from work then i went into my frist club (huummmm) was very uncomfortable so we left again after a short time and eat subway or the others did i was stuffed from the party.
then went back to the college and sat in the lounge listening to Gorden and Abie having a argument about definitions of wichcraft and paganisum or something (hummm) this morning had to run to the train station to get back to Cathcart to pick up the girls for their end of Gnomes lunch thats why i am so stuffed that i might exsplode it was great they loved it. I really enjoy my girls company they are wounderful people with alot to offer it is a privalige to know them all. :-)

my life my brother just told me that his english exam went good. hehe he's dyslexic i think he means it went well for him. He is doing really well i am so proud of my little brother he has come through so much and acheived so much he is a truly amazing cration of God and I just thank God for giving me a little brother who can make me laugh till i cry.

yay have finished at paisly thats it over finished done now all i have to worry about is getting permision slips to my young people Cathcart for our trip on sunday i know i have left it a tad late but such is life. and i am not the most organised of people. hehe