well life is okay.
woke up in a bit of a foul mood this mroning due to the stress and strane of nowing that i had to get small boys out of bed into clouthes and out of house when small boys were not willing to do any of these things small boy is very very tired and so didn't really enjoy today as much as he could but he did enjoy it which is good the problem with small boy is that small boy tends to look on the dark side of life all the time sound familia oh well. M&Ds was great fun though we had the theam park all to ourselves pritty much and so had no problem with ques minor thing was that that meant that we had gone round all the rides quite quickly. our party was made up of Kat Gordon Chris and myself.
then after sertain detors like droping Gordon of at work we came home slightly damp from the log fume and had savoury pancakes which it turns out that Chris does not like. finaly got him into the b.a.t.h. and to bed after a small amount of fuss as Gordon was here and chrises play mode wished to be engaed despite the fact htat he had fallen alseep in the car on the way home and had been recked all day huummmm small boys also do not know what is best for them. don't now that i wish to have kids just yet but i guess babysitting for a week is not quite the same as having your own. this has been quite random never mind such is life last day tomorrow

well it is all good didn't go to the museam today went to see i robot with chris and then to see garfeald well wasn't that impressed with garfeald and i robot have seen before. quite a nice day mind although it is increasingly aparant that i cannont cook pizza.

plan for today 1 get dressed 2 get brother dressed 3 take brother to the park 4 have lunch 5 go to peoples palice 6 come how 7 eat more food 8 watch mindless tv 9 put brother to bed 10 go to bed.
hard life isn't it.

It is all good. we went to audioepidemic at Kats church last night it was really good although alot of stress as we thought more people wre going than did and so thought that we did not have enough cars it all worked out in the end. and steve were brillent. dispite the fact that there were less people than exspected.
we also took the boys out to lunch which they seemed to enjoy
today was a bit frought really so much information to take in on so little sleep but have come home had a bath and sat around feeling alittle better will be fine for caterlist tonight.
then a quite day tomorrow yay and an early night i think. oh yes oh yes indeed

revenge is mine this is Gordon he posted a picture of me on his blog so i am posting one of him here although he looks better than i do in the one he found of me humm not much of a revenge really is it tehe 

my life so tired. of course all my own fault but will get into that in a bit. again so much to wright about.
went to see the best play thursday 'something funny happend on the way to the forum' a true clasic was in stiches all the way through.
then picked chris up at the airport yesterday we were serously delaiyed well an hour but it is quite serous when you have been travling since nine in the morning and didn't exspect to be home till five anyway. but we got here and had a lovely evening with Gordon during which we eat take out watched dvds. all good
then today have just returned from the boy meal out which was good fun although now feel quite sick as china buffet king makes you eat more than you should.
tonight have to arrange transport for the guys to get to audio epidemic which will be good when we finaly get there just wanting it all to be sorted thought it was which is the pain really. oh well such is life love and so on.
having a good time hanging out with teh smaller brother it is all good

well havn't got much time in which to write and have so much to write about
things like Gordon and i are now an item which is great we sat up till 3 for 3 nights running holding hands and chatting then had to get up eraly to catch the train to soul survour which rocked met some of Gordons yp from england who are rad am now at my dads which is fun went to the proms last night and am going to the national gallery soon infact i am late.
so tired though thats the problem with london it makes me ill. but happy

well i am back this may be a long one as i have loads to write about sorry.
best bumber them then i want get lost.
1 Gordon and i am now an item for anyone who did not know it was really strange (in the nicest possible way)we sat up till 3 in the morning holding hands and chatting and listing to random radio programs. the traveld down to soul survour together. its strange he's such a good friend that i ccan be so relaxed with him and yet i am so exsited about the hole thing.
2 soul survour rocked it was amazing we met up with some of Gordons YPs from England and they were so cool didn't really meet up with mary till to close to the end to count bit sad about that really but such is life.
3 went back up to glasgow and the back down to slough yep daft i know my dads just gone though how it would of only tacken me an our and a halfe from castle cary.
4 went to the proms last night was exerlant all apart from the peano contoto which may as well be left un-played.
going to the national gallery today and possibly to the pics tonight don't really want to go into london today but thats were dad is so thats were i am going.
thats about it in short my life what a hectic life i do lead best get back to reading my e-mails before i go into town.

quite tired now although had a good nights sleep but that is it for the summer school morning bit just have to get through the bbq and church and then down to soul survour which is really exsiting although i don't now when i am going to pack as i have a very full couple of days really could do it now wile i am waiting to see if i really do have to go into town today.

this is so cool we are on both side of the picture photography is fun 

cheese it is all good 

well again summer school went well. as did the devotion this morning i don't know i never get stage nerves more than when i am trying to talk to western grown ups African grown ups are much nicer to talk to. although everone said that what i said and did was good so i am feeling better about it than i did when i had just finished it.
the thought was the despite the fact that jesus was being betrayed and rejected by everone he still found time to heal someone and that someone was someone out to hurt him. also makes you think about paul as well really.
arnt i being profound don't worry will get back to my silly little comments soon. tehe

spent last night liying on a sofa with Gordon on another sofa doing daft things like being pulled off said sofa and relising that the lounge carpet smells of feet! we also waterproofed his tent which was a bit of a giggle factor aspeshaly when some of our African brothers came and saw it and got quite exsited i love our African brothers they are great.
the outcome of all this was that we stayed up very late though (waiting for a radio 4 program which lasted for 15 minits) so am quite tired this morning but it is all good last but on day for summer school. bbq tomorrow as well it is all good.

In an internet cafe with Gordon bit silly really since I have internet at home such is life.
just been to see Fahrenheit9/11 which was really good. qhite scary really seeing what happend after the 9/11 thing. really weired as well as i was so insalated from all of it in Uganda. none of the politacal stuff got to us really till we got home although funny how freaked out a group of mainly late teen girls can be when they are away from home and something like that that was such a good year though.

wet again this is getting repetative summer school was okay this morning although the rain is a bit of a pain.
have a secret mission this afternoon going to go and be all secretive around town tehe although one part of it will be buying a waterproof coat!
where did all the sundhine go

had a walk in the rain would of been romantic exsept tehe was on my own and on my way home from the church after doing summer school. although it was nice warm rain is always nice to walk in despite the kids laughing at me since i didn't have a coat should really get a summer coat but not really bothered like i said i like walking the rain as long as it isn't cold. my life my flat looks like a bomb went off only problem being that well it is gonna get worse i am sorting through my paperwork which since i left the college has not really been looked as it has been a box or a suitcase daft i know what sort of profesional am i never mind such is life. but i recon the people who give me all this paper have a few rain forests the anwer to.

just got back from summer club. it went well and i got complemted on my energy yay. well you may as well make the best of such things i am leading the singing and actions tomorrow cose the kids need someone to do that it is all good really.
didn't go to church after all yesterday went to sleep instead and watched videos not telling mum she will give me the your delicate speech again honistly tehe love you mum if you are reading this one thinks putting such things on the internet defeats the object of not telling people really dosn't it.
okay enough of this total madness i have work to do. (or so she says)

feeling alittle sick really we were in Glasgow emlem last night and it was so hot and they had painted a wall urk i almost keeled over in there it was horried and the problem was that i really really want to stay and listen in the end the threat of vomit won out and holly and i went and sat outside till it ended which was fine because it gave us a chance to cach up. rest of the night felt really doped up though never good always happens when i can't breath properly although and am still feeling alittle urk which might be unrelated might just be me actualy getting sick. might cry off church will see how i feel in about half an hour though cose if i am fine i will go but if not then i do not wish to make myself more ill for next week and let everyone down.

what a day wow. well went to the garage this morning to cheak and see if they had the right phone number as they had not phoned me yesterday as they said they would but it was because they had not gotten round to doing my car yet. then came home and did some swift cleaning as Gorden was coming round to use my internet he arived about 12 then i went to the hair dressers at 1 then we ate lunch and carried on with varouse jobs. the car guy phoned me to tell me that the car was ready which was good although by the time we got round to going to get it the garage was closed we had dinner which made me half and hour late for a meeting which was alittle embarising. then went home and Gorden messed around for ages it was great fun so nice to have people around at my house. quite sad he had to go home really. but then again just had a nice hot bath which is the up side of guest leaving tehe.

feeling alittle unsettled stayed in the college last night after going to se Irobot which is a class film but this morning i was woken up by someone trying to get into the room which was hollys room so i thought i was holly coming back from wherever but when i cheked the person had gone bit eek. also slightly nervy couse i have just tacken the mini into the garadge told this guy want rip me off but but the potental is there as i know nothing about cars well never mind the things that need doing need doing maybe i can get a loan from the church if it is to exspensive.

Gorden his befriendy and his mum and i all went to m&d's yesterday (a theam park) it was great. went on all the ides that we could go on although am in a bit of pain today from rickaty rolicoasters though. I also drove on the motoway again which was not to bad. got back to the college and was so tired that i didn't feel that i could get home safley so stayed over. got so much to do today now it is one of thouse days with so meny little jobs that you just feel like you will never get them all done oh well had better get started then hadn't i :-)

life is good have driven on the motoway sucsessfuly twice this week i am so proud of myself. Also took Gorden and his mum to Drumchaple with a load of disco stuff hung around with them and played rounders with some kids which was fun although sadly i was gootten out every time did not even score a rounder. yesterday was good went to a church bbq yum