meet up with Teresha yesterday which was good we had a nice long chat in a pub with medioca food but thats not the point. it was good to see her.
then sat at home with ant and watched some of starwars.
then to the airport and and back here am watching serice three of mash which rob bought me before i came home.
am not really well enough to go up to aberdeen but such is life will just be boring and have an early night tonight.
Friday, December 31, 2004
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
had such a nice day yesterday went to London and met up with Gordon. Did you know that the british libery does not open over christmas i didn't. so needless to say we didn't go into it looked at it hohum. then we found our way to the british museum and saw the elgin marbils but didn't manige to find the mummies upstairs oh well next time the reading room is still breath tacking however meny time you see it, it is amazing.
we got tickets to see sweeny todd at the ambasidor and had lunch in chinna town.
then we went and looked at the stuff in Liberies probley the loveleyest shop in the world. then hamlins which was maddess so many people quite hard to cope with.
it took us forever then to find a coffee shop to have a rest in.
Then we went for a walk by the river and got some cool pics of st pauls and the city.
Sweeny todd was exerlant i really like the way they did it all the actors apart from one played multicpal musical instoments it was lovley Gordon really enjoyed it as well which was good.
the trains home were maddness they all and i mean all stoped at Bedford so i had to get a taxi home ouch os much money but such is life.
today is christophers party we have just had a bit of a clean, am feeling ruff think after such a long day yesterday it is not that suprising.
we got tickets to see sweeny todd at the ambasidor and had lunch in chinna town.
then we went and looked at the stuff in Liberies probley the loveleyest shop in the world. then hamlins which was maddess so many people quite hard to cope with.
it took us forever then to find a coffee shop to have a rest in.
Then we went for a walk by the river and got some cool pics of st pauls and the city.
Sweeny todd was exerlant i really like the way they did it all the actors apart from one played multicpal musical instoments it was lovley Gordon really enjoyed it as well which was good.
the trains home were maddness they all and i mean all stoped at Bedford so i had to get a taxi home ouch os much money but such is life.
today is christophers party we have just had a bit of a clean, am feeling ruff think after such a long day yesterday it is not that suprising.
Sunday, December 26, 2004
well just back from church was really good. learned something new and got to talk to lots of old friends again although the total numbr of pople in church was 19 adults and 4 children it's te day after christmas after all. did the hole reporting back thing which my mind always becomes alittle befuddled during so never really have anythingreal to say to them.
Arntie linda is downstairs with Sarah but am so tired just want to sleep. will go down and be the dutiful neice in an hour or so i think.
Arntie linda is downstairs with Sarah but am so tired just want to sleep. will go down and be the dutiful neice in an hour or so i think.
Saturday, December 25, 2004
christmas day it is all good. feeling very spoiled.
was woken up by my mother dlivering christmas stockins at one this morning and could not get back to sleep due to the 2 hour long coffing fit that followed and would not stop what ever i tried but such is life.
then Ant taped on my door about 7 was quite impressed thats quite late for us. we woke chris up and opend stockens then got the trodtional cup of tea for the perants and hurded them downstairs. to have Chris dance around exsitedly almost through prezies at everyone 9 year brothers are great. read some of my new book the lastest Terry Pratcht Discworld novel 'going postal' it is of course pure brillance and felt so ruff had to go back to bed for a few hours infact feel asleep until christmas dinner was ready it was lovely proper home cooking you can't beat it.
mum had made us all crakers this year so we had personalised gifts which i think was cute i ha a little perfume dispener filled with opium (mums exspensie perfum that i only get to wear when i am going somewere improtant) now chris is alittle bord ot sure what to do as he has so much he can do can't wait to sleep.
was woken up by my mother dlivering christmas stockins at one this morning and could not get back to sleep due to the 2 hour long coffing fit that followed and would not stop what ever i tried but such is life.
then Ant taped on my door about 7 was quite impressed thats quite late for us. we woke chris up and opend stockens then got the trodtional cup of tea for the perants and hurded them downstairs. to have Chris dance around exsitedly almost through prezies at everyone 9 year brothers are great. read some of my new book the lastest Terry Pratcht Discworld novel 'going postal' it is of course pure brillance and felt so ruff had to go back to bed for a few hours infact feel asleep until christmas dinner was ready it was lovely proper home cooking you can't beat it.
mum had made us all crakers this year so we had personalised gifts which i think was cute i ha a little perfume dispener filled with opium (mums exspensie perfum that i only get to wear when i am going somewere improtant) now chris is alittle bord ot sure what to do as he has so much he can do can't wait to sleep.
Friday, December 24, 2004
well it has sorta been a bissy but restful cupple of days. we went to see the royal theaters christmas play last night hansel and gretal and if any of my rushden crew can get tickets i would highly recomend going to see it. was brilliant.
then church tonight which was lovley it is so nice to see everyone again love you all so much.
during the day well not done, because i ahve been doing the hole having a cold thing. but hanging out with my bro's has been well worth it. although today i insteragted the cleaning of the house wile perants were off doing some final shopping. It was most amusing them oming ready to moan at us for being lazy and being confronted by a clean house. tehe all good fun.
feeling much better and looking foraward to tomorrow christmas day is always fun i like helping making the chrismas dinner and of couse opening the prezzies and thats were having a little brother as little as christopher is nice couse he gets really exsited as well.
then church tonight which was lovley it is so nice to see everyone again love you all so much.
during the day well not done, because i ahve been doing the hole having a cold thing. but hanging out with my bro's has been well worth it. although today i insteragted the cleaning of the house wile perants were off doing some final shopping. It was most amusing them oming ready to moan at us for being lazy and being confronted by a clean house. tehe all good fun.
feeling much better and looking foraward to tomorrow christmas day is always fun i like helping making the chrismas dinner and of couse opening the prezzies and thats were having a little brother as little as christopher is nice couse he gets really exsited as well.
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
well am all home and safe.
Christophers brithday yesterday he got Sim URBZ for his x-box and so we sat and played that all day then took our cousen david to the pictures and then to budies amrican dinner were we ate for to much food. was suposed to go to the park with dan today but am getting a old so thought it best just to rest.
but it is all good put the christmas tree up as well which was fun.
Christophers brithday yesterday he got Sim URBZ for his x-box and so we sat and played that all day then took our cousen david to the pictures and then to budies amrican dinner were we ate for to much food. was suposed to go to the park with dan today but am getting a old so thought it best just to rest.
but it is all good put the christmas tree up as well which was fun.
Monday, December 20, 2004
yesterday was manic but thats not a bad thing. Pat Ruth Jamie Andy and Jen all became members of the church yesterday morning in a really lovley service.
Went to the patons to celibarte with Andy and family and some friends which was lovley. then got home and forced myself to write 500 words of this essay total rubbish but never mind. gonna leave it hear and skive the frist day if i don't get it done when i get back.
The evening service was wounderful really got alot out of it.
then my young people forgot me and went off to the mance without telling me which was funny made them wait up the road for me. Then our final YF of the year was a total balst we played craneum and eat party food it over ran by about an hour was so tired.
today is the epic jorney home family are all on hot coals it seems waiting for me to arive so had best go get dressed and go.
Went to the patons to celibarte with Andy and family and some friends which was lovley. then got home and forced myself to write 500 words of this essay total rubbish but never mind. gonna leave it hear and skive the frist day if i don't get it done when i get back.
The evening service was wounderful really got alot out of it.
then my young people forgot me and went off to the mance without telling me which was funny made them wait up the road for me. Then our final YF of the year was a total balst we played craneum and eat party food it over ran by about an hour was so tired.
today is the epic jorney home family are all on hot coals it seems waiting for me to arive so had best go get dressed and go.
Saturday, December 18, 2004
Youth Cafe tonight was quite but that was okay ment that i got to chat to my young people. found a random quiz and gave away a box of rosies then played uni hock and stuff like that. I like youth cafe it is the only thing that comes anywere close to youth clubs back home exsept of course the kids don't come in trying to beat up the leaders and steal the tuck ;-).
not got that much of my essay written will atempt some more tonight but even as i type i feel my brain shutting down so how sucseful i will be i don't know.
did some cleaning today not all that i wanted to again will get the rest done tomorrow have to have a clean house before i leave or it will be to horrid when i come back.
not got that much of my essay written will atempt some more tonight but even as i type i feel my brain shutting down so how sucseful i will be i don't know.
did some cleaning today not all that i wanted to again will get the rest done tomorrow have to have a clean house before i leave or it will be to horrid when i come back.
okay a cupple of days to catch up on tursday spent at the college and did the hole returning libery books and getting the escults for my church meaning and mission essay which was a 'in danger of fail'not really that supprised infact suprised it wasn't a fail outright what i handed in was not the best. my exstention being eaten up by the fact that i was ill. ho hum
then Gordon and i went to see the merchant of venice at last it was really good truley enjoyed it and was plesantly suprised to see some well known actors disply otherwise unknown gifts in verce speeking. wounder if we came back in 500 years what would have survived from our time.
then yesterday hang out with holly and gav for a wile then went and watched gordon do some work and read the passage for my exergsis. then we went out with Chris and Louise to see a series of unfortuate events another really good film although they may have tryed to acheive to much in doing three books at once.
the disco last night was good although was so tired could not stay that long did my duty advertised the youth cafe this afternoon and then holly came back to the flat eat susage and mash and chated. it is all good :-)
then Gordon and i went to see the merchant of venice at last it was really good truley enjoyed it and was plesantly suprised to see some well known actors disply otherwise unknown gifts in verce speeking. wounder if we came back in 500 years what would have survived from our time.
then yesterday hang out with holly and gav for a wile then went and watched gordon do some work and read the passage for my exergsis. then we went out with Chris and Louise to see a series of unfortuate events another really good film although they may have tryed to acheive to much in doing three books at once.
the disco last night was good although was so tired could not stay that long did my duty advertised the youth cafe this afternoon and then holly came back to the flat eat susage and mash and chated. it is all good :-)
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
College was good yesterday we had our community christmas lunch which was good fun. our lecturas are funny they sit in this meal every year lobbing balls of paper at students and other lecturers it is always the lecturas who start it. wsa very full afterwoulds eat enough to mean that i didn't have to eat for the rest of the day.
then kens calss in the afternoon was alittle hazy he gave up on us in the end.
Linda and I went to see the pola exspress good christmas film and then phontom of the opea. which neither of us have see live but we realy really enjoyed it and have made a pac to go down to london to see it propler next year as our final blow out.
although they messed up in the pics at the beging of the film we had sound but no picture then they finaly got the picture back and left it run for another wee wile and decided to rewind it and play it from the start. which ment that i missed the last train home but i got to doze on Gordons sholder for a good period of time. so all worked out for the best. :-)
then kens calss in the afternoon was alittle hazy he gave up on us in the end.
Linda and I went to see the pola exspress good christmas film and then phontom of the opea. which neither of us have see live but we realy really enjoyed it and have made a pac to go down to london to see it propler next year as our final blow out.
although they messed up in the pics at the beging of the film we had sound but no picture then they finaly got the picture back and left it run for another wee wile and decided to rewind it and play it from the start. which ment that i missed the last train home but i got to doze on Gordons sholder for a good period of time. so all worked out for the best. :-)
Monday, December 13, 2004
so final post for the day have gone alittle mad with the posting i know but never mind maybe i have to much time on my hands ummmmmmmm.
JYF was really good we had out pizza although i bruned my arm on the killer oven in the kichen ouch. then we had cake Jesus's birthday cake no less.
the quiz was intresting. and played uni hock. what fun had a nice chat with steph.
Last JYF of the year how weired it is to think how long i have been here now and how many things have happend.
JYF was really good we had out pizza although i bruned my arm on the killer oven in the kichen ouch. then we had cake Jesus's birthday cake no less.
the quiz was intresting. and played uni hock. what fun had a nice chat with steph.
Last JYF of the year how weired it is to think how long i have been here now and how many things have happend.
chirstmas shopping is such hard work think i will do it in july next year at least then the shops want be choca with ignorant people.
handed in my belife and thought essay which is good don't have to worry about that anymore or at least untill i get the result back. Also talked to ken about the mess i made of my essay for him. He said the mess i had made would count in my favor since it was harder to answer the question i attempted and i had not been very well all term. so officaly think Ken is great. JYF in five mins should be good pizza quiz and games.
handed in my belife and thought essay which is good don't have to worry about that anymore or at least untill i get the result back. Also talked to ken about the mess i made of my essay for him. He said the mess i had made would count in my favor since it was harder to answer the question i attempted and i had not been very well all term. so officaly think Ken is great. JYF in five mins should be good pizza quiz and games.
mad day yesterday. church was good fun in the morning family service so all the kids gave little presentions. which included the sweetest nativaty ever the kids were just so shell shocked they did not know what the hell was going on. sadly the sound problems in the church have not really been sorted out and most of what the young people were saying in their dramas raps and stuff couldn't be hurd very well. people blame the young people when you can't really exspect them to be that good after all they are just young people who are not used to proforming to a large audiance and do not have that much time to prepare befor hand. None of them have been tort to project their voices or talk into mic properly.
okay rant over got home from church and finsihed my frist darft which was good. then back to church for band which went really really really well. i have no doubts that the service on boxing day will be a great sucess. Alpha was good we had the talk which was long and a meal afterwould which was nice. YF started late and we only really had time to do anouncments and talk about a limited amount of the projects we have in hand. so all in all a bissy day.
todays plan is to get essay finished properly hand it in get a pizza and doing jyf it is all good!
okay rant over got home from church and finsihed my frist darft which was good. then back to church for band which went really really really well. i have no doubts that the service on boxing day will be a great sucess. Alpha was good we had the talk which was long and a meal afterwould which was nice. YF started late and we only really had time to do anouncments and talk about a limited amount of the projects we have in hand. so all in all a bissy day.
todays plan is to get essay finished properly hand it in get a pizza and doing jyf it is all good!
Friday, December 10, 2004
yesterday was intresting.
we went into the morning class which I have tryed not to be to critical of on my clog but yesterday just took the biscet. so we are waiting for our essay question, and the lady who has been teaching the course after some very flimsy teaching and some role play which was funny if nothing else. gave it to with new course objectives which she wrote herself based on what she had already tort us. which is not right they cannot change the course objectives like that at all. the really funny thing was that even after her giving us the "new" objective she hasn't even coverd those. oh well half the class was raging the other half just didn't care.
spent the afternoon hanging round with linda then holly and gav then Gordon we went to the pics to see merchant of vencice but we were late so i would not go in and went to see blade trinity which was okay for what it was. what it was not it was not shakspear but there will be other times just not sure when probly next thrusday which is a very long way away.
was going to see the phantom of the opera today but can't justifiy going in the midle of the day so will put that off to will be a treat when i get this esay done. although if Gordon doesn't wake up soon so that i can get my coat out of his bedroom half the day will have been waisted. my life this is a long post.
we went into the morning class which I have tryed not to be to critical of on my clog but yesterday just took the biscet. so we are waiting for our essay question, and the lady who has been teaching the course after some very flimsy teaching and some role play which was funny if nothing else. gave it to with new course objectives which she wrote herself based on what she had already tort us. which is not right they cannot change the course objectives like that at all. the really funny thing was that even after her giving us the "new" objective she hasn't even coverd those. oh well half the class was raging the other half just didn't care.
spent the afternoon hanging round with linda then holly and gav then Gordon we went to the pics to see merchant of vencice but we were late so i would not go in and went to see blade trinity which was okay for what it was. what it was not it was not shakspear but there will be other times just not sure when probly next thrusday which is a very long way away.
was going to see the phantom of the opera today but can't justifiy going in the midle of the day so will put that off to will be a treat when i get this esay done. although if Gordon doesn't wake up soon so that i can get my coat out of his bedroom half the day will have been waisted. my life this is a long post.
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
Just had a really lovely day went into college and got some books out for this essay but thats not the lovely bit. Gordon and I ewnt into town to look for gifts for his girls which was hard work christmas shoping always is but it was nice. then we went to the pics to see the incredables which was great.
I have Christophers christmas prezie now only Robs and Gordons to get. :-)
I have Christophers christmas prezie now only Robs and Gordons to get. :-)
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
College was hard today but am glad i went couldn't have spent another day on my own.Had a mior telling off by Ted this morning i went in late and he spotted me walking past the classroom on my way to neils office. but not the end of the world he is not nasty at all.
made a minor hash of lunch today was cooking it as Gordon was finishing off the essay due in for today. and i put to much of the saurce stuff in the meat so it was very very strong. Does not help with the impresion that I seem to have made on people that i am not a very good cook. hohum i am not a bad cook.
was late to last lecture as well which did not go down to well iver but made it to the end which good didn't exspect to at all.
walking back from the train station this evening it is one of those cold crisp nights were if we were in the country you would see some stars it is actualy the perfect christmases feeling. made me a very exsited about going home and havin christmas with my family apeshaly since i haven't seen my family for ages.
made a minor hash of lunch today was cooking it as Gordon was finishing off the essay due in for today. and i put to much of the saurce stuff in the meat so it was very very strong. Does not help with the impresion that I seem to have made on people that i am not a very good cook. hohum i am not a bad cook.
was late to last lecture as well which did not go down to well iver but made it to the end which good didn't exspect to at all.
walking back from the train station this evening it is one of those cold crisp nights were if we were in the country you would see some stars it is actualy the perfect christmases feeling. made me a very exsited about going home and havin christmas with my family apeshaly since i haven't seen my family for ages.
Monday, December 06, 2004
you are the beauty and you love the beast. you are the most unique or strangest one of
the princesses. you judge people for what they are on the inside and not the outside.
which disney princess are you?
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it's been a bad weekend. i went to the college friday night to go pics with Gordon. well due to my genral dizyness we didn't go and ended up not going at all and played monoply which was good. but saddely the headake that i had had all day developed into a full blown mirgrane.
which made me very panicy couse i really really don't want to start having mirgrians again espeshaly when my life is so good. Although i know why it developed liying in a room on your own lets you do alot of introspection and really it just to many things to deal with all happening at once. Essays, sick perants, silly brothers that sort of thing. It meant that i could not go home couse i don't go outside were there are roads when i have a migrain unless there is someone else with me. But on the possitive side of that meant that i got to spend the weekend with Gordon although would have rather been well and been able to play and have fun for a day than to be sick and stcuk liying down for two. and really really cross that i had to miss work i was really looking forward to this sunday. however am now home feeling quite alot better and have shrek 2 which is the best. Friday, October 29, 2004
Thursday, October 28, 2004
am home head it full. darals classes have a tendancy to make me feel light headed and very very tired. but they are good and challenging which is more than i can say for some of the leactures this term.
but not gonna grip God is good and i am were he wants me at this time. had a good day today really gonna leave it at that Wednesday, October 27, 2004
sitting in Kats room bit wired being on msn and being at college good though. just done all the readying for tomorrow although i had meant to start the essay i do not think my head can take anymore tonight so will get down to it friday have the books out or at least some of the books out so it want be that hard.
get it done over the weekend yikes the first essay off the year don't even feel like am properly back at college yet. Tuesday, October 26, 2004
tired it is that lightly un-healthy feeling tired that happens after college. although it has been a good day. although like i usealy do i forgot that i was suposed to bring goodies for fellowship groups so had a run around the corner to the shop and bought a box of qualty street.
also got a wireless network card which means i can sit on msn in the college i will let you amagin the possiblityes of that. :-) so now the only thing between me and bed is time it is good. Monday, October 25, 2004
had a really good day yesterday!!!!
the service went well was so nervouse with my talk never done one quite that tecknecal before i mean never used powerpoint before but it worked really well ment that everyone was consentraiting more on the screen than on me. was very blessed by the people at church. they did the normal embarissing thing of sinning happy birthday. But also don't think i have ever received that many presants and cards was so lovely. I came home and started my roast dinner talked to my mum and Gordon came over. we spent the afternoon evening watching x-men. Saturday, October 23, 2004
well what a week. wenesday was a mix of both good and bad situations.
I was on my way to college and talking to my mum when she lets slip that my dad had had a heart attack a not that sunday gonge but the sunday before and was still in hopistal waiting on some tests. so that was not plesant i am still in abit of shock. But the party was good great to see Steph even though i sent her to the wrong restrant and the lots of people came so that was good. thrusday felt ill all day possibly due to all the stress. but the delourse concert helpt with that you know exersize and all that and my young people are great they always cheer me up. Yesterday didn't really have any will to do anything work realted so i moved furniture around and cleaned the flat it needed it although didn't get as far as the bathroom but will do that this eveing that way i will have a lovely clean place to chill out in tomorrow afternoon after the frist youth service so exsited. Am i the most boring person in the world couse all i want to do on my birthday is slob about and watch dvds with my boyfriend? think some people think i am oh well. Tuesday, October 19, 2004
bissy day today but not much happend to exsite people it was just college. although spent the most of the day avoiding coffee drinkers like the plage bit of a jippy tum (ladyes issues).
yesterday went shopping for the party and sorted out Kats prezzi but want talk about that till she has opended it. :-) going to bed soon yay Monday, October 18, 2004Sunday, October 17, 2004
this was a good day. smiles all round.
The pathfinders session went well this morning we had a good meeting about the service next week quite exsited about that. then had to cancel YF which was a shame but it was for the best ment the stuart got the night off which was best couse he wasn't very well. feeling quite warm and fluffy just watched mansfeild park exerlant film gonna do the dishes and go to bed and read. study day tomorrow such joy. Saturday, October 16, 2004
My evening with steph was great we went to Wagamungas (behind the tron church if people in Glasgow want to know) in memory of Noelle. such a good restrant. then we went to the Cehlie which was so much fun danced every dance exsept one and that one was only due to lack of partner. Think the college Cehlie is such a good idea it breaks down barriers and is the start of meny friendships.
looking forward to next years already! then came home and waited for water to heat up as i was not going to bed with out a bath. and even if i was would not of been able to sleep couse my back was really really badly hurting gonna have to go to the ciropractor i think getting rediculouse. today is fun fun fun. study session have to go the college for that and then band practice and then well prep and sleep i guess. Gordons back today :-) but wont get to see him till monday :-( never mind such is life.
My evening with steph was great we went to Wagamungas (behind the tron church if people in Glasgow want to know) in memory of Noelle. such a good restrant. then we went to the Cehlie which was so much fun danced every dance exsept one and that one was only due to lack of partner. Think the college Cehlie is such a good idea it breaks down barriers and is the start of meny friendships.
looking forward to next years already! then came home and waited for water to heat up as i was not going to bed with out a bath. and even if i was would not of been able to sleep couse my back was really really badly hurting gonna have to go to the ciropractor i think getting rediculouse. today is fun fun fun. study session have to go the college for that and then band practice and then well prep and sleep i guess. Gordons back today :-) but wont get to see him till monday :-( never mind such is life. Friday, October 15, 2004
had a really good day at college yesterday the frist lecture was abit weak but never mind that for the moment. Kat and i skipt worship and went had a accountabliaty time and prayed for each other was really cool felt so much better afterwould.
We met the new lecturer in our placment ceminar Graham was on heart and soul which was really cool. He was the guy who came and encoured me when i was having a really bad night so glad that he is on the staff. then darells leacture was exerlant! after all that helta scelta down to the train station for tea with the patons which was stue love stue. Finaly was totaly blessed when pheona took me to argos to get a heater for my bedroom and then to ikea and spoiled me rotten because it is my birthday soon. so had my frist good nights sleep since the nights got colder feeling so much better for it as well. everthing looks nicer when you are not suffering from sleep deprevtion. today have loads to do and am not sure were to start but never mind am missing Gordon but he is back Saterday although not sure when i will see him but it will all come out in the wash and that is the only thing i am alittle sad about today. so for a change it really truly is all good Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Went to see De-Lovely this afternoon with Holly sent shivers down my spine from the very start it was a brillent film to the point of tears at the end because it really was that sad.
My brother is skating on thin ice at home which is making me very sad he is being missguided it is not him. But it is him who is allowing this person to guide him away from his family. Actualy really really upset about it all it is the frist time i have ever phoned him and he hasn't been on the other end of the line. so rather sad this eveing this is one of those times i wish i was closer to home. Tuesday, October 12, 2004
was so tired this morning when getting out of bed was a mega event i think its harder when your room is cold but nethertheless i got out of bed and maniged to reach the train.
college today was great really really enjoyed the classes today law and naritive with Ted in the morning and human development with Ken. lucky Teds was intresting really or i would have fallen alseep. badly need to sort this sleep thing out now can't live like this i know i complain about being tired all the time but at the momet every time i leave my bed i feel like i have done a 12 hour shift maybe getting a heater for my room will help i hope so will keep you informed of course you exspected nothing less. was going to go pics tonight but there is very little i have not seen and iver would go to at all or would not go to on my own. just a big wimp arn't i never mind better go cook my dinner ttfn. Monday, October 11, 2004
arrrrrrrrrrg YPFC were arrrrrrrrg tonight well really they wernt that bad. But arrrrrrrg well we had a really good session then they raised the name question again at the very end. the wish to change the name cose they don't like YPFC anymore. I have problems with changing it because all the adverting is YPFC but because it was the end of the session i said we would talk about it the next time but still the arguments raged. so slightly cross and stressed with them all.
the rest of the day was okay my student loan hasn't come in still and i found out why they forgot to put me on the list of people for the college to aprove so i was not aproved so i am again stint not my folt though this time yay. best go to bed and be ready to get up in the morning for college. Sunday, October 10, 2004
just come back from caterlys it was really good the guy was a good speacker and said some really insightful things on relationships. although not quite sure about some of the rules he laid down 'don't take your shoes of' seems alittle exstreem.
band practice was good tonight although we need them to focus more. it is all good. then in the middle of the Alpha talk had this sudden vission of the oven turned on and a horrid feeling in the pit of my stomerk. was given a lift home to cheak and much to my releife i am not that stupid it wasn't on just look like a bit of a pleb. oh well it's nothing less than what people exspect from me.
sudnay morning and should be doing writing thought for the week but am having a thinking moment so blogging is okay. honist
had a bissy weekend we went to the commisioning service on friday night had a mega fit of the giggles for most of it. James lead the worship which was exserlant and at the end played your love is amazing to a I think it was a nivana tune it was a great way to end and so not troditional. then Gordon and i went to the pics and watched man on fire which was quite grusam but okay. sat and talked with the girls till the early hours. was not suprised when i woke up not feeling my best really. then we had a four hour study session with simon and ian was really helpfull means that when i do the reading it want just go in one ear and our the next. went to see shark tale not the best film i have ever seen really not that funny. came home had a bath and went to sleep without doing any of the work i was supposed to do so on to the devotion. yay Friday, October 08, 2004
spent my morning running around garages with fraza they are not keen on taking my mini on. think it might be dead but will keep trying.
just had a rather large lunch with Gordon and have come back to the college feel more and more like i live here all the time i know that that is the joke but honistly this is getting silly. Thursday, October 07, 2004
yay frist day of lectures down and have survived. although head is alittle woosy from all the information it has just received.
Really strange being in with the 3rd years though oh well will soon get used to it. although our frist leacture this morning was a clasic as we had to sit in a semi circul and i was close to the leactura so felt alittle stared at and so wished that i had a cushion to hide behind next week will just sit with laptop on my nee problem solved. well sort of. had a giggle fit in worship which lasted through placment seminars such is life. Wednesday, October 06, 2004
went into town today to get a book for college and drink hot choclate with Gordon which was nice.
then i went and bought some clouths hate clouthes shopping and am rubbish at it. as today showed as i didn't get all the things that i needed oh well such is life. pottered around this afternoon and did the food shopping. Tuesday, October 05, 2004
day of fellowship today was okay bit long really though and felt very very very tired all the way through. infact i felt like i had just done a week of camp thats how tried i am.
But it was good and i met my buddie could be fun doing this hole buddie thing. then went and got my car from garage and find that they have pocked a load of holes in the wing could they not just have pointed out it was rusted through now when i go between garages to get quotes i am quite likley to be pulled over by the police not amused not amused in the slightest. now am home and it is a mess but i don't realy care will clean tomorrow gonna do something mindless and stress free for a bit have a bath and probly head for my bed and an early night. the joys Monday, October 04, 2004
My life back at college weired seeing everyone and a load of new faces but most fun as well.
very tired again but such is life i don't really remeber when i have been to college not being alittle tired so thats just normal. band went really well yesterday although Big John who is leading it wants them to be ready to go at four as aposed to being there by four and ready at four fifteen thats okay. Looks like i am singing mind maybe not the best but there are not really enough vocals for me just to sit and be a audeance. can see pictures of the practice ending up on the internet Liz was in with a camra it is all good really it is. the young people were really high after being at fire starters that weekend or thouse of them that are going this year are really high anyhow. quite exsiting looking forward to seeing the grouth spurt in them yay. Sunday, October 03, 2004
Good service this morning Harvest is always nice and we had so many young people in church that we didn't quite fit into the pews that we normaly fit into quite cool. although slightly annoyed with them that they wernt dancing during the bouncy worship that we had this morning they all stood very dignifyed and sang nicley hummmmm.
over sleept this mornign woke up at seven rolled over the next thing i new it was ten fifteen eeeek needless to say i was in alittle bit of rush. but am very tired, still have sleept alittle this afternoon. but not much not good at sleeping during the day. frist youth worship band practice this afternoon quite exsited about that. yay Saturday, October 02, 2004
youth cafe was great tonight we had some new faces and some old faces and lots of things for both types of faces to do.
still stressed will all look better in the morning will bath then sleep and that will sort it all out. hope nothing else happens tonight thats all nightmare alurt worried that will sleep badly tonight don't think i can really take a bad nights sleep. bissy day tomorrow ttfn
cars are a pain as well. problem being that i am slightly more found of my car than i am of the internet. It has failed the MOT and guy in the garage ses that it is not wise to fix it but Rob ses that it is so i have given him the number of the garage and will let them fight it out. been crying so my eye hurt not in the mood to do all the thing that i have planed to do this afternoon. but i have to because my time will be limited on monday as we are at college all day which means the things i normaly do on a monday have to be done today. have to be emily they do (she trys to motavate herself without much sucess) oh well devtions here i come.
Friday, October 01, 2004
the internet is a pain in the behind and that is no mistake. aspeshaly when your spelling is not the best in the world.
oh well such is life. sitting on needles at the mo as i havn't hurd back from the garage about my MOT so peterfiyed that there is gonna be something drasticly wrong with my car that would suck really it would. had my hair cut this morning which means it feels all nice but i bet as soon as i leave to house it will rain and so it want feel quite so nice anymore. not much else going on really. Thursday, September 30, 2004
am sitting infrount of the tellie not doing the work that i was gonna do will do it before i go to bed but for now don't really feel like it.
have been at college since yesterday Kat and i had a really great video afternoon/night with a trip to the pics in the middel really really good stuff. spent today around the college as well went to see wimbledon with Gordon this afternoon it was okay. then got stuck in traffic on the way to dinner it was okay though their not that bothered as long as i do not make a habbit out of it. Tuesday, September 28, 2004
went to the Docs this morning which was okay the doctor was very nice but alittle hard to talk to. He said the thing i had gone to him about was nothing to worry about so thats okay.
then saw Steve for the pre going back to college how are you doing how are you going to manige with more work meeting which also went well. Then had lunch with Gordon which was lovley. and wondered around town. then rushed back to church to Youth club which wasn't on slight lack of communication there but never mind am now dossing around have lit a load of candles even though it is not dark yet and am eating choclate feeling alittle low although i have had a fairly sucseful day. Oh well such is life.
YPFC last night was great bit odd since we have not seen any of the kids in that situation for such a long time but great. and they want it to become a weekly event all i have to do is find another leader and book the holls that is if it passes the commity prosess sure it will can't see why not yay.
but flying trees am late again must go ttfn. Monday, September 27, 2004
bissy bissy bissy. had a good YF last night talked about the youth service and all the work that the young people have o put into it to make it good and they are really up for it. So exsited it is really going to be good.
had an argument with and adult about the nature of God and reading the bible out of context to make it prove what you want it to prove in the morning and before this we had had a disscusion on the truth of the word of God in pathfinders which had gone really well. arrrrr well you can't have it all. got loads to do today so had best crack on and get it done :-) Wednesday, September 22, 2004
well had my life put into harsh prospective yesterday but lets start at the start and end at the end shall we.
had a fairly lazy morning pottering around and really acheving much. then went to see the nurce and i don't have diabetees i am not overwight and have wounderful blood preasure although there are other issues that i need to see a doctor about so thats all good. then went to Drumchaple (tell me if i spelt that okay) with Gordon and my circus skills stuff and let the kids lose on it which is normal procedure and they seemed to enjoy themselves so that was good. then took one of Gordons work mates home and had a wake up moment as a man with a big knife came to the door looking for her son. who was thankfully not there. Then after much confusion and uncertainty the mans mother came in she was very stoned and had a long chat about how orfel the hole situation was. In the end we brought the work mate to the college and made sure her kids were in safe places havn't hurd anything about how it all paned out in the end. the last passage may seem alittle flipent but i don't really have the words or abilaty to describe what went on those are the basics. Hope everthing is okay. today spent it mostly dossing around going to the pics and had a youth team meeting this eveing which went well. Monday, September 20, 2004
have been staring at this computer screen far to long today but have actualy got quite abit done and feel alittle more prepared for the coming week than i did this morning which is good. gonna go and do something that does not involve computers for a wile now yay all i have to do is think of something that i can do that does not involve computers hummmm. (i am talking work and college realated not so sad that i can't fill my spare time with something other than computers)
found phone yay was on the back seat of the car.
have only just gotten up had a really wiered dream (not a nightmare) about these plastic Aliens one of the children of the family we had lunch with yesterday had. these Aliens were suposed to have babyes and so yesterday we spent most of the afternoon watching her play nurse. But in the dream i was holding this Alien and suddenly it burst and a fish came out and i felt totaly guilty couse the child wasn't there to see so tryed to put the fish back in. but the fish keept growing and would not go back in. well that was about it hummm weired. Sunday, September 19, 2004
wow what a weekend. lets start at the start and end at the end. saterday woke up stupidly early due to some nasty dreams that had been playging me all night (small prayer reuest there please pray that i stop having my nightmares which have started again). then went to the college from were and after alittle time cuddling on the couch Gordon and I went first to staples were the car would not start (was a little bit of a blond moment which i shall not go into) then to a church were was the Ecrad charity brekie want to know more about that go to the link at the side and have look. but it was very good. Then played monoplay which i won yay. then after dinner took Holly home and Gordon and i went to elem which was very penticostal and wounderful God sertainly rocked the church that night.
then back to the college were i sleept. humm after a time. Sunday got up got Gordon up went to church had a very intresting pathfinders session. I am leading next weeks yay. then we went to Pheona and Johns house for lunch which was a full family afair which was really really nice. lots of kids climbing all over though quite glad that i don't have any yet. But can see why people do and why one day i will have and enjoy my own to. back to the college were sat chatting to Linda for a wile which was lovley as always havn't chatted nearly enough resently. back to church Alpha in which the debate got quite passionate which was good then YF were we talk about the youth service and how the band would work and sorted out a time for people to meet up. all possative. I am also probably doing the teaching in the frist one which is really exsiting. slight worry cannot find my phone eek gonna cheak car in morning but hopeing it is in college. Friday, September 17, 2004
have gone through today alittle lethargic. But have had such a good night went to this confrence in the central hotel and met redman lead worhsip and God totaly swept away my feelings of un-happyness. it was great. then the teaching was exerlant and then the worship was great again. it is true about if you give something to God he gives you it back ten fold. now waiting for the water to hot up as i badly need a wash as am alittle sweaty and have clean bed to get into.
so now am tired may just have a cold wash and head to bed. Thursday, September 16, 2004
how bord am i hence the exsesive blogging but thought i would go on in my ficstion with food and tell you about my exserimental dinner. as i am not feeling well enough to go to the patons for dinner as i normaly do on thursday nights i desided to have an intresting dinner and defrosted my last pork chop which i then made a source for out of mango chutny and apple source and bisto then added potato and carots and stewed it. I would like to report that it was very nice and i am now feeling rather pleased with myself big grin tehe.
also went down the road to post some letters and ran into a lady from church which was alittle embarising as i did not know that she was a lady from church till she started talking to me and i relised that she must be couse random people genraly don't ask how your holls went at the traffic light she was a very nice lady though so will keep an eye out for her in future. have choclate the other reason for going up the road.
eating cake and drinking hot chocolate this morning with Wilma was lovley it is always nice to talk to Wilma i am so glad that she is looking after my pastoral stuff.
this afternoon choose the verce for the week and wrote the thought for the week so i don't have to do it in a rush sat. now i am exsorsted sad isn't it but getting back into work slowley is the best way. oh my student loan has been sorted out it will come in at the beinging of tream yay go mum.
still feeling ill hate colds but am being good and resting.
will do alittle more today than yesterday as i am feeling better if not completly myself again. have some prep to do and am meeting Wilma for a pastoral meeting this morning. yesterday i sat around and did bead work and cross stich although i did go shopping for some basics but thats about it. Gordon came over in the evening so nice to cuddle up and watch the tellie together. Tuesday, September 14, 2004
yay just won spider solitare what a exsiting life i do lead watching the news it is all very desturbing golbal warming bombs and so forth although i think the batman dad who climed the palice yesterday people are getting far to worried about it all.
there is a beautful sunset outside my window i am sitting in the dark so i can see it perfectly the sky looks like shining copper wounderful. God is Amazing Monday, September 13, 2004
Went and started the hole getting registared at the doctors thing going have to go back on tuesday and then i will be registared and able then to go and see a doctor yay if i need to am registared in glasgow but need a doctors that i can get to without driving when your ill you should not drive should you.
apart from that lay on the coach and dosed most of the day away.
last night was great fun Alpha was intresting and The YF was it normal load self :-). although i got home and felt distintly ill was talking to mum and had to cut her short to go to bed.
now liying on the coach still in PJ's covered by fleesy blanket witht the fire on and feeling sorry for myself but all these things will pass will go have a bath then go back to sleep. just watched the blues brothers which is such a good film. Sunday, September 12, 2004
So nice to have Gordon back yay. we went to see the village friday night he sleept through most of it being quite tired and i forgot my ugc card which was a pain. then Sat I took him food shopping. I felt quite ill during most of the time and so we went back to the college were we cooched up on the couch and basicly sleept on and off during a film the Kat provided which was really really good but just felt so rotten. Finaly finsihing that day with going to Elem which was good but as soon at i got in felt worse than ever so spent most of the night iver curled up acros some chairs or leaning agenst Gordons sholder.
then church this morning was good we spent the pathfinders session desiding what to do with the pathfinders we came to the most compicated split we could think off but it may actualy work yay. looking forward to all the fun. also means i get two services a month were i can go into church as aposed to only the one. Friday, September 10, 2004
just been swimming and it was great forgotten how much i love to swim and how good you feel afterwould although my hair is a bit of a mess and eye are alittle stingy but that is the price we pay and well it was so good.
Holly and i have a target to do a mile by christmas we shall see. but the pool was lush it had a jacusee and all the normal things and a good swiming pool with sensible people in it who did proper lenghts don't understand people who muck about in the biddle of a lane really it is all good. Thursday, September 09, 2004
humm just bought a microwave and some stuff for the kichen including lights so i will no longer be washing up in the dark yay. very tired early night to night i think went out for a drink with Kat last night and sleeped over at the college and so did not go to bed till one again. it was good to catch up have a girly and a moan and set the world to rights without really being able to do anything about it.
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
feeling alittle subjude really missing Gordon but life goes on. Holly is keeping me company is it all good. it is. (holly is reading over my sholder ses "grand")
we stayed up last night and watched Pride and Predjudise which is the best film (even if it is jolly English grrrr) and perfect for a girly night in "ummmmm Mr Darcy" (both girls do varouse swooning actions) tehe arn't i being random. got to go to college again gonna get the 1st draft of this essay done today :-) that way it is done and i can relaxe a bit. Tuesday, September 07, 2004
back to the laptop yay love you laptop you are great.
it is all good holly and i went to the china buffet for lunch so feeling slightly bloted yep yep not good for the inches. now hollys back here and we've been mucking about playing guess who and so on. the plan is to have a girly night with dvds and so forth.
this computer is so slow. i am in the libary doing some reading for a essay been doing it for bout 2 hours now and so my brain is alittle addled so i am blogging to un addle it. then will be going to lunch with holly it is all good.
this essay is hard all the books i am reading are about doing outdoor activertyes and since the thing i am writing the essay on is not nesiceraly an outdoor activerty it is gonna take some creativerty to use the books that we have been suggested to read. funny being back in college doing actual work instead of bumming round upstairs also not a big libary fan i don't find this the most condusive place for studying to much going on really. well supose had better get on with it really Monday, September 06, 2004
CLEANING CLEANING AND CLEANING AGAIN JUST SCRUBED THE KICHEN FLOOR URK IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT.
Of course it needs doing the hole flat is a total mess. And there is so much washing to do i am quite glad that some random people gave me sevril sachets of free washing powder when i was leaving the airport the other day. Sunday, September 05, 2004
well that flight was orfel maybe bacause i missed it due to a overrunning riding lession and a acsedent on the motoway not my fault though honist ended up in edinbough in the end.
but after much stress i got to the pathfinders weekend away. which was great we had a blast so tired i did the ropes course which is the sort of thing i am rubbish at but love to try. the funnist thing though is when i had given the girls a leactur about not keeping the ladyes awake as they had worked so hard and needed their sleep. well the ladyes then proceded to have a huge giggle fit over talking donkeys whos prophets went to the dentist it is a long story but it was an exsplantion of ballams arse that had gone rongh. the poor youth who had asked about the story was one i had a bit of a chat with the next day and sorted out the story. I love my job. the funnest part was when the girls came in and told the ladyes off. tehe Thursday, September 02, 2004
sometimes i wounder if i am actualy insane feeling abit urk after our flight and the prospect of having to do it agan tomorrow followed by a long drive to Lendric muir is not a pleasing one and my bed is covered with junk which might actualy make me cry i think i am supposed to do something with the shepards pie in the oven not sure what on how far in the future that i. although it was goo to spend the afternoon with mum. chris has now gottenon my nerves it is good that the nerves have tacken this long to breack but now he is just annoying me hummm back to glasgow tomorrow.
still feeling delicate as well hum should stop complaining will stop typing to tired to be blogging not in a good enough mood iver. Wednesday, September 01, 2004
well i think msn messinger is possibly one of the best things to come out of the internet. just sat and talked to lovely Noelle and that would not happen unless we could do that. it is so nice to talk to her so so nice. and so nice to talk to all the people i don't see so much and all the people i do as well it is great to talk to young people as well.
well i am all on my own right now have had a good day tired now gonna have a bath and get into bed then i will get up early to pack chrises stuff i think. humm should of done that tonight just didn't feel up to it at all. jippy tum never mind such is life Tuesday, August 31, 2004
well life is okay.
woke up in a bit of a foul mood this mroning due to the stress and strane of nowing that i had to get small boys out of bed into clouthes and out of house when small boys were not willing to do any of these things small boy is very very tired and so didn't really enjoy today as much as he could but he did enjoy it which is good the problem with small boy is that small boy tends to look on the dark side of life all the time sound familia oh well. M&Ds was great fun though we had the theam park all to ourselves pritty much and so had no problem with ques minor thing was that that meant that we had gone round all the rides quite quickly. our party was made up of Kat Gordon Chris and myself. then after sertain detors like droping Gordon of at work we came home slightly damp from the log fume and had savoury pancakes which it turns out that Chris does not like. finaly got him into the b.a.t.h. and to bed after a small amount of fuss as Gordon was here and chrises play mode wished to be engaed despite the fact htat he had fallen alseep in the car on the way home and had been recked all day huummmm small boys also do not know what is best for them. don't now that i wish to have kids just yet but i guess babysitting for a week is not quite the same as having your own. this has been quite random never mind such is life last day tomorrow Monday, August 30, 2004Sunday, August 29, 2004
It is all good. we went to audioepidemic at Kats church last night it was really good although alot of stress as we thought more people wre going than did and so thought that we did not have enough cars it all worked out in the end. and steve were brillent. dispite the fact that there were less people than exspected.
we also took the boys out to lunch which they seemed to enjoy today was a bit frought really so much information to take in on so little sleep but have come home had a bath and sat around feeling alittle better will be fine for caterlist tonight. then a quite day tomorrow yay and an early night i think. oh yes oh yes indeed Saturday, August 28, 2004
my life so tired. of course all my own fault but will get into that in a bit. again so much to wright about.
went to see the best play thursday 'something funny happend on the way to the forum' a true clasic was in stiches all the way through. then picked chris up at the airport yesterday we were serously delaiyed well an hour but it is quite serous when you have been travling since nine in the morning and didn't exspect to be home till five anyway. but we got here and had a lovely evening with Gordon during which we eat take out watched dvds. all good then today have just returned from the boy meal out which was good fun although now feel quite sick as china buffet king makes you eat more than you should. tonight have to arrange transport for the guys to get to audio epidemic which will be good when we finaly get there just wanting it all to be sorted thought it was which is the pain really. oh well such is life love and so on. having a good time hanging out with teh smaller brother it is all good Tuesday, August 24, 2004
well havn't got much time in which to write and have so much to write about
things like Gordon and i are now an item which is great we sat up till 3 for 3 nights running holding hands and chatting then had to get up eraly to catch the train to soul survour which rocked met some of Gordons yp from england who are rad am now at my dads which is fun went to the proms last night and am going to the national gallery soon infact i am late. so tired though thats the problem with london it makes me ill. but happy
well i am back this may be a long one as i have loads to write about sorry.
best bumber them then i want get lost. 1 Gordon and i am now an item for anyone who did not know it was really strange (in the nicest possible way)we sat up till 3 in the morning holding hands and chatting and listing to random radio programs. the traveld down to soul survour together. its strange he's such a good friend that i ccan be so relaxed with him and yet i am so exsited about the hole thing. 2 soul survour rocked it was amazing we met up with some of Gordons YPs from England and they were so cool didn't really meet up with mary till to close to the end to count bit sad about that really but such is life. 3 went back up to glasgow and the back down to slough yep daft i know my dads just gone though how it would of only tacken me an our and a halfe from castle cary. 4 went to the proms last night was exerlant all apart from the peano contoto which may as well be left un-played. going to the national gallery today and possibly to the pics tonight don't really want to go into london today but thats were dad is so thats were i am going. thats about it in short my life what a hectic life i do lead best get back to reading my e-mails before i go into town. Friday, August 13, 2004
quite tired now although had a good nights sleep but that is it for the summer school morning bit just have to get through the bbq and church and then down to soul survour which is really exsiting although i don't now when i am going to pack as i have a very full couple of days really could do it now wile i am waiting to see if i really do have to go into town today.
Thursday, August 12, 2004
well again summer school went well. as did the devotion this morning i don't know i never get stage nerves more than when i am trying to talk to western grown ups African grown ups are much nicer to talk to. although everone said that what i said and did was good so i am feeling better about it than i did when i had just finished it.
the thought was the despite the fact that jesus was being betrayed and rejected by everone he still found time to heal someone and that someone was someone out to hurt him. also makes you think about paul as well really. arnt i being profound don't worry will get back to my silly little comments soon. tehe
spent last night liying on a sofa with Gordon on another sofa doing daft things like being pulled off said sofa and relising that the lounge carpet smells of feet! we also waterproofed his tent which was a bit of a giggle factor aspeshaly when some of our African brothers came and saw it and got quite exsited i love our African brothers they are great.
the outcome of all this was that we stayed up very late though (waiting for a radio 4 program which lasted for 15 minits) so am quite tired this morning but it is all good last but on day for summer school. bbq tomorrow as well it is all good.
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